Jul 25, 2008 03:12
it is three o'clock in the morning...
and i am waiting for a call from cj.
update on my life:
i just moved to Florida abouta month ago. It is gorgeous. very fun environment... which i can't explore for a few more mmonths until i turn 21.
Heather is working on the Key right now as a bartender making BANK. something i need to start doing, i am so broke it is not even funny.
Joey is attending USF but is home for the weekend, and i am sure he would rather be there. hes a little party animal and has grown up so fast. it is quite sad.
dad is living in Georgia for his work but he is also home for the weekend. i miss him so much. mom and i get really lonely but i thank God that she is at least here for me as i am for her. we get closer each day and are best friends and i wouldn't have our relationship any other way. anyway, my family is amazing and i couldn't be more proud of any of them, heather got her associates degree, joey is very talented and a ladys man, mom is gorgeous and working very hard to keep her children happy, dad is also looking good and making sure our family stays together and happy. i am truly blessed.
cj and i have been together for over a year... amazing i can last this long in a relationship. we have such good memories but also a lot of fights. i don't think he understand the fact that i can't deal with someone telling me whawt to do and what not to do.. he has made it very difficult to make friends but i am trying. he has such a good heart but doesn't put it to use often. i care about him alot but i dont see a very extended future for us. i need to focus on my life first. also the fact we see nothing the same.. we have extremely different views on just about everything except God.
I miss my friends in michigan so much still. Missy is camping right now but i amsure when she gets back i will get some very juicy detail:). i still try to keep in contact with everyone else in Michigan but its so hard because everyone is just now getting their lives together. i know so many people who are having children and getting married who are my age.. its ridiculous.. not the fact that they are doing that but the fact that that time has come for my generation to start building their own family. oy, wht am i going to doooo
thats all i have on my mnd right now.
ciao
sarah