Oh Its What You Do To Me

[xxholly_mollyxx]

I dont kno why i do this to myself.It hurts alot.I try so hard to just get over you and move on but something....some stupid fucking thing makes me wanna just crawl right back and try things againI dont kno what to do.I hear you say things about me but I dont know if there ever true.I believe them but I dont believe that YOU actually mean it.Everything reminds me of you.Every little thing i do.Sitting on my couch watching music videos in the morning,eating a bagel,walking up a specific hill,standing on a specific corner,going to the mall,standing in the family bathroom hallway,laying in my bed,my christmas lights,my favorite color,the colors red and black....Everything.I dont kno whats wrong with me.She said its cause im in love with you but I dont know if I really am.You treated me so horribly.You said such hurtful things.I kno I shouldnt be feeling like I need you but I think I do.

I Just Dont Wanna Hurt Anymore :-(