7 Months Has Gone By...Its Seems Like Only Yesterday
I am the worst person on earth
Its been seven months since Sugeil has passed away and I forgot.I absolutely cant believe that I forgot.I feel like the worst person ever.How can I just forget about her like that?What is wrong with me?Im sick of people dieing.I dont want anyone to forget about her.I want everyone to remember.I want everyone who knew her to keep her in there hearts.It sucks that when people die everyones sad for about 5 months and then they just slowly forget.How could someone who was so important to me just drift out of my life like that?It all happened so fast.
I miss her so much.I honestly still dont believe that she died.I remember the day like it was yesterday.It still feels like it was yesterday.I remember when we were kids how we had our own special call for each other.We would all sound like roosters and when we would hear that sound it would either be me and my brothers or Sugeil and Carmalito.I miss my childhood.I miss Sugeil so much.I miss Carmalito.I miss Margarita.Why does life go by so fast?Why did she have to die?Why couldnt she friggen stay alive just long enough for me to tell her how I felt and how much I loved her and how much she meant to me and how she was my best friend even if we barely saw each other?She wasnt even old.
They always say the good die young.....But why?
R.I.P Sugeil Santos.Even if it seems like i forgot about you....you will always be in my heart.I love you so much