Another update...

Sep 20, 2004 21:48

Well, I was updating, but AOL started being gay and kicked me off.

I stayed home from school today. My allergies are going haywire. I felt horrible yesterday during the day, and during the service, and last night. Then today, thought i was getting better, but i dont think i am. Im running a fever right now.

*sigh* Sometimes I think that something serious may be wrong with me. Psychological, or physical. I wouldnt doubt it if both. But when I think about it, Im not scared. But I am scared, that Im not scared. Sometimes, i sort of wish that something was wrong with me. Maybe, it could do some miracle between my parents. Maybe, just maybe, i can bring my parents together, bring some peace, even though I might suffer. Sometimes I think about those things, and I wish for it. Sometimes I think about things like that, things that I really shouldnt think about. And thats the kind of thinking that makes me really not... well. But yeah Im going to continue talking to Joe and Mr Lee.

Im running a fever, this just isnt kewl. Im questioning whether i should go to school tomorrow or not. Well, nevertheless Im going to say bye all.
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