*sigh*

[xxhollowsoulxx]

I really dont want to be here anymore. I miss having a home to go to, and a family to say goodnight to. I miss mowing my yard, and cleaning the house, even though I hated it with a passion. I miss dinner at our kitchen table when we would all eat together. It just seems so impossible to go back to that, and now Im stuck here, almost as if this was a strangers house. I hate it here, I dont feel comfortable here. I dont have a home anymore, and I really havent had a home for a while. But, like I keep reminding myself, there has to be a reason for all of this. I may feel so depressed, so down, so..... lost, but God has a plan, and all of this in His hands. I just wish I could lead a life of atleast seminormality. I think its impossible though.

Ok, just a random hi... turned into depressing whining. Bye all.