If you leave...

[xxhillyxx]

Eric left for Concord today. I'm so depressed. I don't know why I'm making such a big deal out of this, but I am. I just love the thought of us being together..and when I go back to Roanoke, that won't get to happen. He was like the one real person I could turn to anything for. When friends didn't care, he did. And now I won't have him there. Sure I can call him.. and I'll see him some, but that just doesn't compare to seeing his face everyday which makes life so much better. And I don't wanna act all sad, b/c it'll only make him feel bad..I just can't help it. I feel like my heart is bleeding. I want him by my side :(

If you leave, don't leave now
Please don't take my heart away
Promise me just one more night
Then we'll go our separate ways
We always had time on our sides
Now it's fading fast
Every second every moment
We've gotta make it last

I touch you once, I touch you twice
I won't let go at any price
I need you now like I needed you then
You always said we'd still be friends someday
-Nada Surf, If U Leave