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Well, as you can pretty much tell I havent posted an entry in a good, long while.
Needless to say, I figured it was time for an update.
This weekend brought on so many mixed emotions it was almost unbearable. One of the people that helped make the somewhat "bad" is probably someone you can guess, and it wasn't Charlie. Although being here for him didn't really make matters any better, either.
I cant even openly discuss how I feel, even on LJ for fear of someone reading it and taking it the wrong way.
I honestly am NOT trying to ruin Chris's marriage/relationship with his wife. That's 9 years of his life that I dont want to mess up but honestly, I can't help how I feel.
As Dave would put it, my final word for tonight would be BLARGH.
Needless to say, I figured it was time for an update.
This weekend brought on so many mixed emotions it was almost unbearable. One of the people that helped make the somewhat "bad" is probably someone you can guess, and it wasn't Charlie. Although being here for him didn't really make matters any better, either.
I cant even openly discuss how I feel, even on LJ for fear of someone reading it and taking it the wrong way.
I honestly am NOT trying to ruin Chris's marriage/relationship with his wife. That's 9 years of his life that I dont want to mess up but honestly, I can't help how I feel.
As Dave would put it, my final word for tonight would be BLARGH.