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OK SO HEY ALL. HOWS EVERYONE'S LIFE? ME - WELL MINE BITES BUTT! OH MY GOSH! OK SO WOW, IM GLAD MY MOM IS HAPPY AND ALL BUT DANG! COME ON! UGH! ANYWAYS. I LOVE MY MOM TO DEATH, AND IM GLAD SHES FINALLY HAPPY, BUT I MEAN WOW! OK SO TO ALL THE PEOPLE WHO SAY OH WOW IM YOUR FRIEND - SCREW YOU! REALLY! WHAT THE HELL DID I DO TO YOU JESS? DAMN! I MEAN I HAD SOMETHING I HAD TO TELL YOU - AND AGONY AUNT? YEAH OK! CUZ YOU KNOW THATS HOW IT ALWAYS IS? COME ON. AND FOR EVERYONE ELSE - I AM GONE ALL WEEK LONG, IM ONLY HOME ON SATURDAY NIGHT AND SUNDAYS - AND I UPDATE TO SEE WHAT EVERYONE IS UP TO - AND I ASK IF ANYONE EVER WANTS TO HANG OUT ON THE TIMES THAT I AM HOME - AND NO ONE SAYS ANYTHING - BUT YET EVERYONE READS MY JOURNAL! WHAT THE HELL IS THAT? UGH, AND FOR ALL MY FRIENDS WHO ARE ATHLETES - PLEASE JOIN MY COMMUNITY! I MEAN ITS BETTER FOR EVERYONE TO KEEP IN TOUCH, AND YEAH! UGH COME ON.
SO ONE OF MY CLOSE FRIENDS - DOESNT THINK I SHOULD BE BACK WITH THIS ONE GUY. I LOVE HIM TO DEATH, AND HES MY HEART. I MEAN, ME AND HIM HAVE SO MUCH HISTORY, AND GREAT TIMES, I LOVE BEING WITH HIM, AND BEING IN HIS ARMS. AND I THINK THIS TIME THINGS ARE GOING TO WORK OUT! BUT, ON THE OTHER HAND - I THINK I LIKE A CLOSE FRIEND, BUT ITS ONLY A LITTLE BIT. AND I DONT KNOW IF HE LIKES ME AT ALL, AND THEN I REALLY DONT THINK IT WOULD WORK OUT, WELL ONE BECAUSE OF DIFFERENCE OF "SOCIAL STATUS" - BUT NOT MUCH DIFFERENCE. ONLY BY A FEW PEOPLE. SO I DONT KNOW - I THINK IMMA JUST LET IT GO - IT PROLLY DONT MEAN ANYTHING ANYWAYS.
SO YEAH - IM GETTIN MY SENIOR PICS TAKEN SOON. MR. MACK - THE GUY WHO HAS TAKEN DIFFERENT PICTURES FROM VOLLEYBALL AND OUR TRACK MEETS - HES DOIN THEM! HES DOIN MINE AND MARKS. WHICH IS COOL. I NEED TO SEE IF MELANIE WILL GO WITH ME TO GET THEM DONE - SO SHE CAN HELP WITH MY HAIR - CUZ I REALLY NEED HELP WITH THAT! I HAVE ALL BUT 2 OUTFITS FOR THEM! IM EXCITED! I CANT WAIT! THIS YEAR IS GONNA BE A BLAST! I JUST HOPE I CAN GET THINGS WORKED OUT BY THE END OF THE YEAR!
CHRISTINE - IF I DONT GET TO YOUR PARTY TODAY - I AM SO SORRY - I PROMISE TO MAKE IT UP TO YOU! IM TRYIN TO FIND A RIDE - CUZ MY MOM WENT OUT - AND YEAH! BUT SHE SAID SHE SHOULD BE HOME BY 6ISH SO I AM GONNA TRY MY HARDEST TO GET OVER THERE OK? I AM SO SORRY AGAIN! HOPE YOU CAN FORGIVE ME! SORRY!
I THINK IMMA GET GOIN THO - I DONT KNOW WHAT ELSE TO WRITE OR TO DO SO ILL HOPEFULLY HEAR FROM SOME PEOPLE SOON!
<3 ALL MY LOVIN <3
HI-D ANN
SO ONE OF MY CLOSE FRIENDS - DOESNT THINK I SHOULD BE BACK WITH THIS ONE GUY. I LOVE HIM TO DEATH, AND HES MY HEART. I MEAN, ME AND HIM HAVE SO MUCH HISTORY, AND GREAT TIMES, I LOVE BEING WITH HIM, AND BEING IN HIS ARMS. AND I THINK THIS TIME THINGS ARE GOING TO WORK OUT! BUT, ON THE OTHER HAND - I THINK I LIKE A CLOSE FRIEND, BUT ITS ONLY A LITTLE BIT. AND I DONT KNOW IF HE LIKES ME AT ALL, AND THEN I REALLY DONT THINK IT WOULD WORK OUT, WELL ONE BECAUSE OF DIFFERENCE OF "SOCIAL STATUS" - BUT NOT MUCH DIFFERENCE. ONLY BY A FEW PEOPLE. SO I DONT KNOW - I THINK IMMA JUST LET IT GO - IT PROLLY DONT MEAN ANYTHING ANYWAYS.
SO YEAH - IM GETTIN MY SENIOR PICS TAKEN SOON. MR. MACK - THE GUY WHO HAS TAKEN DIFFERENT PICTURES FROM VOLLEYBALL AND OUR TRACK MEETS - HES DOIN THEM! HES DOIN MINE AND MARKS. WHICH IS COOL. I NEED TO SEE IF MELANIE WILL GO WITH ME TO GET THEM DONE - SO SHE CAN HELP WITH MY HAIR - CUZ I REALLY NEED HELP WITH THAT! I HAVE ALL BUT 2 OUTFITS FOR THEM! IM EXCITED! I CANT WAIT! THIS YEAR IS GONNA BE A BLAST! I JUST HOPE I CAN GET THINGS WORKED OUT BY THE END OF THE YEAR!
CHRISTINE - IF I DONT GET TO YOUR PARTY TODAY - I AM SO SORRY - I PROMISE TO MAKE IT UP TO YOU! IM TRYIN TO FIND A RIDE - CUZ MY MOM WENT OUT - AND YEAH! BUT SHE SAID SHE SHOULD BE HOME BY 6ISH SO I AM GONNA TRY MY HARDEST TO GET OVER THERE OK? I AM SO SORRY AGAIN! HOPE YOU CAN FORGIVE ME! SORRY!
I THINK IMMA GET GOIN THO - I DONT KNOW WHAT ELSE TO WRITE OR TO DO SO ILL HOPEFULLY HEAR FROM SOME PEOPLE SOON!
<3 ALL MY LOVIN <3
HI-D ANN