sitting on the side of the road
Life tends to spiral downward at the same time. I'm tired of people's negativity. Why do I have to listen to people bitch and whine about their lives. What makes them think that they can depress me and make me sad? I have my own problems, I don't need someone elses right now. What I need is someone else. I just want to sit and watch a movie while someone holds me. I don't need a shoulder to cry on, I have my pillow and my own shoulder. I just need some comfort, a person I feel safe and happy with. I'm not unhappy, I'm just sad at things that are happening. My grandmother is dying. There is not doubt about it. Her body is starting to detereriorate faster than before. I don't want to lose her, I can't lose her. She's the only one that really listens to me.
FUCK IT!
Your mother makes you want to vomit, mine blames me for everything. Just because you get violently ill does not mean that your problems are worst off than mine. To each its own. Don't downplay mine and think yours are worst, I am not doing that to you, don't do it to me. I am saying that our problems are equal. As I said, to each its own. Why can't she see it? Why is she so closeminded? Why do I feel like hitting her everytime she talks to me about it. I'm stopping, I can't fight anymore, it just drives me crazy.
Explain to me how a broken family is worse than a family that doesn't accept you for you?
They are both bad and I'm tired of fighting about it.
I'm done ranting, what's the point?
FUCK IT!
Your mother makes you want to vomit, mine blames me for everything. Just because you get violently ill does not mean that your problems are worst off than mine. To each its own. Don't downplay mine and think yours are worst, I am not doing that to you, don't do it to me. I am saying that our problems are equal. As I said, to each its own. Why can't she see it? Why is she so closeminded? Why do I feel like hitting her everytime she talks to me about it. I'm stopping, I can't fight anymore, it just drives me crazy.
Explain to me how a broken family is worse than a family that doesn't accept you for you?
They are both bad and I'm tired of fighting about it.
I'm done ranting, what's the point?