Jan 29, 2005 14:42
this fucking blows,iam at work its only 2 and i just wanna get the fuck out of here and go home got till 5 tho ahhhhhhhh! FUCK!!i feel like total shit right now,i wanna go crawl in to a hole and dont come out for a wile.i need to get my fucking external cd drive so i could use my house comp.im so fucking exsuated i got about 2 hrs last night im still haveing trouble sleeping.i just seem to lay there all night and stare blankly into the celing.i think i might have a sleeping dissorder haahahahahaha!woooooo.who gives a fuck tho night times funner anyway.its all quiet and shit sumtimes i juzz sitt in my room with no music no t.v nothing juzz sitt there in sliance and stare its kinda awsome u start hearing things tho,its awsome tho.iam hungry i think iam gunna order sum chinease.i eat that shit to much ieat it like 4 times a week no joke.some times twice a day too,shits bad for you i kno butt its so damn and good,and since when was i a health freak.so who cares.evry now and than i start thinking to much and i start to get angry and wanna punch a hole in the wall,witch is triggered by manic depression,i kno iam pretty fucking nuts arnt lol well thats just wut i am.i watched eraser last night really good arnold movie,gunna watch coladeral damage tonight,iam big arnold fan.he hasent done a bad movie there all really good.shit i gotta piss sooo bad butt iam too damn lazy too lol my blaters starting to hurt now lol.well iam gunna go piss....