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gay clubs are so much fking fun.
but i have to get over my personal shit.
then ill TRULY enjoy them.
i have low self-esteem.
funny how i hide it so well too.
Ramil and I realized this tonight at G-Bar.
i need others attention and interest to feel good about myself.
when i should feel good about myself because im simply hott shit...
its much more deeper than that but thats putting it simple.
im gonna figure it out....i have everything else.
time to go back to "being the hawtest thing since toilet paper"! :0/
P.S. i must asmit tho. i had an awesome time tonight.
aside from the needing guys to hit on me to feel good.
i cant wait to hit the clubs w/ chris...WOW.
dancing in the cage with Kris....HAWTNESS.
what i wanna do for work next year....Go-Go dancing at a gay bar.
but i have to get over my personal shit.
then ill TRULY enjoy them.
i have low self-esteem.
funny how i hide it so well too.
Ramil and I realized this tonight at G-Bar.
i need others attention and interest to feel good about myself.
when i should feel good about myself because im simply hott shit...
its much more deeper than that but thats putting it simple.
im gonna figure it out....i have everything else.
time to go back to "being the hawtest thing since toilet paper"! :0/
P.S. i must asmit tho. i had an awesome time tonight.
aside from the needing guys to hit on me to feel good.
i cant wait to hit the clubs w/ chris...WOW.
dancing in the cage with Kris....HAWTNESS.
what i wanna do for work next year....Go-Go dancing at a gay bar.