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hmm.. i just stood infront of the mirror for a good while.. listed all my good qualities. both physical and personality wise. and.. what is so bad about me?
is it because i'm too boyish? because i have short hair, and i wear mens clothes and i like to hardcore dance. and guys want some mindless pretty thing on their arm?
well i have good hair. and i dress well. and i know my music. and i actually am capable of talking about things other than that.
i hate girls.. i really do. i can't find myself attractive at all if i'm wearing a skirt and whatever. i just feel stupid. as if people would say "hahaha look at harriet trying to be a girl!!!" truth is i don't wanna be like a girl. i take alot of pride in my boyish qualities. in a perfect world, i would be a guy.
i just wish it didn't have negative effects on other areas of my life...
is it because i'm too boyish? because i have short hair, and i wear mens clothes and i like to hardcore dance. and guys want some mindless pretty thing on their arm?
well i have good hair. and i dress well. and i know my music. and i actually am capable of talking about things other than that.
i hate girls.. i really do. i can't find myself attractive at all if i'm wearing a skirt and whatever. i just feel stupid. as if people would say "hahaha look at harriet trying to be a girl!!!" truth is i don't wanna be like a girl. i take alot of pride in my boyish qualities. in a perfect world, i would be a guy.
i just wish it didn't have negative effects on other areas of my life...