Jun 11, 2004 14:22
Broken this fragile thing now
And i can't, i can't pick up the pieces
And ive thrown my words all around
but i can't, i can't give you a reason
i feel so broken up
and i give up
i just wanna tell u so u know
here i go
scream my lungs out and try to get to you
u are my only one
and i let go
theres just no one that gets me like you do
something's braking up
i feel like giving up
i won't walk out until you know
-Yellowcard
Hm..theres alot to tell and not tell..well i went to the doctors and they have to watch me more carefully..becuz something could be wrong..but i'm not gunna say it..but yah its nothing good thats for sure..i might have to get an an operation..if everything doesn't go well..lets hope i don't..cuz that will NOT be GOOD 4 NE ONE in this whole situation..But ne wayz..i haven't been feeling that good..it SUX..but what can i say i got myself into it..and now i gotta help myself work through it..Someones gunna be there for me and comfort me through this whole thing...which is what i need becuz i can't do this by myself..it hurts and its alot to deal with for one person..but yah thats about it for that whole thing..Lifes been shitty lately, but what can yah do..well i'm gunna try to have a good weekend..and good summer..so yep..