Material things really can't buy you happiness....
Here it is, 1:55 a.m. and I have nothing to do.
I have a tv (with cable!), books, anime, manga, a stereo player, movies, video games galore, and the internet!!!
Yet I'm still bored AND lonely.
Money really can't buy you happiness.
I knew it never could, but to just feel it for yourself brings about a whole new revelation to it.
So what do you do, eh?
I feel like my house is becoming a cage. Maybe I should get involved in some kind of sport.
LOL! Yeah, like that would really work. With me and my hair.
Still I need something. Some sort of club or something.
Maybe I should find some writers club.
O_O
Whoa, this is really sad to me. ~_~
I um forgot how my Dad could be sometimes. Sure, I miss him a lot, but I forgot why it was such a good idea for him to leave. I forgot how much pain he brought. And I'm glad it's over.
Our relationship is pretty much dead now. He calls me Aislinn now. He used to call me Brooke, by my middle name. Much more intimate. Most of my family members call me Brooke, well used too. It's more intimate and closer since it's my middle name. I love my name Aislinn, but it's just so formal when family uses it.
That's how I can tell what emotions my grandmother is harboring towards me when I'm around. When she calls me Aislinn, she's mad at me.
But when she calls me Brooke, I'm her sweet little grandmother.
I can usually tell by the tone of voice anyways, but the name just gives it all away.
Kinda funny actually!
I'm going to try to draw, something I'm horrible at. But I need visual ideas to help me with my writing in these fantasy stories. I'm sure it won't come out too bad if I concentrate hard enough.
If I was about to die in an hour, I wonder what would go through my mind.
Some crappy stuff I'm sure. About how I didn't accomplish anything. ~_~
Kinda scary.
What if I do die soon? O_O
I need to at least accomplish one thing!
Wait, I did accomplish a few things. n_n
Though that's not good enough. I need more. MORE!
Ok, I'm just rambling now. ~_~
Let me try and catch some z's. (Where did the phrase 'Catch some z's' come from anyway?)
Although that's kinda hard, cause now I'm an insomniac.
I have a tv (with cable!), books, anime, manga, a stereo player, movies, video games galore, and the internet!!!
Yet I'm still bored AND lonely.
Money really can't buy you happiness.
I knew it never could, but to just feel it for yourself brings about a whole new revelation to it.
So what do you do, eh?
I feel like my house is becoming a cage. Maybe I should get involved in some kind of sport.
LOL! Yeah, like that would really work. With me and my hair.
Still I need something. Some sort of club or something.
Maybe I should find some writers club.
O_O
Whoa, this is really sad to me. ~_~
I um forgot how my Dad could be sometimes. Sure, I miss him a lot, but I forgot why it was such a good idea for him to leave. I forgot how much pain he brought. And I'm glad it's over.
Our relationship is pretty much dead now. He calls me Aislinn now. He used to call me Brooke, by my middle name. Much more intimate. Most of my family members call me Brooke, well used too. It's more intimate and closer since it's my middle name. I love my name Aislinn, but it's just so formal when family uses it.
That's how I can tell what emotions my grandmother is harboring towards me when I'm around. When she calls me Aislinn, she's mad at me.
But when she calls me Brooke, I'm her sweet little grandmother.
I can usually tell by the tone of voice anyways, but the name just gives it all away.
Kinda funny actually!
I'm going to try to draw, something I'm horrible at. But I need visual ideas to help me with my writing in these fantasy stories. I'm sure it won't come out too bad if I concentrate hard enough.
If I was about to die in an hour, I wonder what would go through my mind.
Some crappy stuff I'm sure. About how I didn't accomplish anything. ~_~
Kinda scary.
What if I do die soon? O_O
I need to at least accomplish one thing!
Wait, I did accomplish a few things. n_n
Though that's not good enough. I need more. MORE!
Ok, I'm just rambling now. ~_~
Let me try and catch some z's. (Where did the phrase 'Catch some z's' come from anyway?)
Although that's kinda hard, cause now I'm an insomniac.