My last journal entry......
I feel in everyone's life, there is a time and a season for everything. My time here at livejournal has shown me a lot. It helped me when I was going through one the darkest seasons I've had in my life so far. I could express myself freely.
But now that time is over. I need to seriously focus on life. Everything is coming together so quickly for me, I don't want to miss it. I'm getting serious about everything now. For the first time in a long time, I was upset because I got a 'C' in Spanish. Usually, I'd be like, yeah I passed! But I was upset. A 'C' wasn't good enough. I wanted a better grade than that, because I knew I could do better. I got an 'A' in History and that was excellent.
I need to get serious about everything. I need to get serious about my education, my Christianity, my relationships, just life in general. The sun is about to rise. It's almost there. I want to be ready. I'm going to be ready. The storm will pass first. I'm preparing myself for the storm. When everything is great for a while, you have to prepare yourself for the storm that's coming. Will you stand firm, or will you fail and fall down. I will be prepared for the storm, and for the daybreak.
My new season is almost beginning.
I remember this dream I had. A very vivid and realistic dream. I told my therapist about the dream, and she said it seemed like everything was moving backwards. She explained it to me detail by detail and it made so much since. I know what part of the dream I'm in. It was the part where I was trying to get in my house, but this huge yellow demon (with lightening coming from it) tried to stop me! At first I was scared, but the bible I had in my hand turned into a sword, and I fought my way through. I'm so close to the beginning of my dream, which is really the end since everything moved backwards. I'm getting ready. I have never felt so complete and whole in my life. I know what I'm doing. I know what I'm going to do. All I have to do is prepare, and that is what I'm doing now.
Nothing can stop me!!!
I thank all of you who've helped me through this season. I hope and wish the best for you in life. I hope you all find your purpose and reason for living. Whatever makes you happy. Whatever makes you smile.
Godbless you all.
But now that time is over. I need to seriously focus on life. Everything is coming together so quickly for me, I don't want to miss it. I'm getting serious about everything now. For the first time in a long time, I was upset because I got a 'C' in Spanish. Usually, I'd be like, yeah I passed! But I was upset. A 'C' wasn't good enough. I wanted a better grade than that, because I knew I could do better. I got an 'A' in History and that was excellent.
I need to get serious about everything. I need to get serious about my education, my Christianity, my relationships, just life in general. The sun is about to rise. It's almost there. I want to be ready. I'm going to be ready. The storm will pass first. I'm preparing myself for the storm. When everything is great for a while, you have to prepare yourself for the storm that's coming. Will you stand firm, or will you fail and fall down. I will be prepared for the storm, and for the daybreak.
My new season is almost beginning.
I remember this dream I had. A very vivid and realistic dream. I told my therapist about the dream, and she said it seemed like everything was moving backwards. She explained it to me detail by detail and it made so much since. I know what part of the dream I'm in. It was the part where I was trying to get in my house, but this huge yellow demon (with lightening coming from it) tried to stop me! At first I was scared, but the bible I had in my hand turned into a sword, and I fought my way through. I'm so close to the beginning of my dream, which is really the end since everything moved backwards. I'm getting ready. I have never felt so complete and whole in my life. I know what I'm doing. I know what I'm going to do. All I have to do is prepare, and that is what I'm doing now.
Nothing can stop me!!!
I thank all of you who've helped me through this season. I hope and wish the best for you in life. I hope you all find your purpose and reason for living. Whatever makes you happy. Whatever makes you smile.
Godbless you all.