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sooooooooooo today was an amazing day!!!!! first day of walking for fitness what a freaking great thing NOT!!!! its gonna be the hardest walking for fitness yet! i was excited cuz i talked to this guy i have a crush on today and picked me over his friends to talk to.
after school i hung out with matt and that was really good. i finally just told him everything ive been feeling about us...or lack there of... and it was cool it kinda got some weight off my shoulders. we went to a park in oakhurst and i swang on the swings... he would be the only guy who would come with me to do that and not think im a dumbass. i love that kid to death. but we keep going around in circles and its seriously so frusturating.
i asked phil what i wanted to ask him today. and at first he said the answer i didnt want to hear at first but said he was just kidding and told me his real answer. so i was EXTREMELY happy. but then he told me that he knew what i was going to ask him last night when i said i had to talk to one of my best friends first. and i knew that he knew but w/e. hes coming with me to one of adrians birthday parties this weekend. hes a cool kid. and people reading this are probably goign to think i want to hook up with him but i dont, were friends thats it. im still with hank and i do love hank.
right person, wrong time
after school i hung out with matt and that was really good. i finally just told him everything ive been feeling about us...or lack there of... and it was cool it kinda got some weight off my shoulders. we went to a park in oakhurst and i swang on the swings... he would be the only guy who would come with me to do that and not think im a dumbass. i love that kid to death. but we keep going around in circles and its seriously so frusturating.
i asked phil what i wanted to ask him today. and at first he said the answer i didnt want to hear at first but said he was just kidding and told me his real answer. so i was EXTREMELY happy. but then he told me that he knew what i was going to ask him last night when i said i had to talk to one of my best friends first. and i knew that he knew but w/e. hes coming with me to one of adrians birthday parties this weekend. hes a cool kid. and people reading this are probably goign to think i want to hook up with him but i dont, were friends thats it. im still with hank and i do love hank.
right person, wrong time