hmmm... a secret, a confession, a fear, a love, my opinion about you
[a secret] i have no secrets. [a confession] i miss you so much sometimes it hurts. i want a better body. i want to be beautiful. [a fear] not being with him for the rest of my life. [a love] late night tv shows in bed with him. laying on his chest listening to his heart beat knowing at that very second, i just fell in love all over again. [my opinion about you] i love you. but i think you could grow up some more. i think you can make better choices in your life. i think you have an eatting disorder. i think you know who i am, and your going to get mad at me. but thats not why im posting. im posting to tell the truth. that i love you dearly. and i just could never bare to see you get hurt. you mean too much to me even if you dont believe it. your a beautiful person just the way you are. you dont need to lose weight. you dont need to think you're ugly. and you dont need to worry about eatting 12 times a day. you need to worry about being who you are and loving yourself for that. you need to know you are perfect inside and out. you need to be happy. you need to know how much i love you and always will.
and lastly.. [you need] to stop talking so damn much.
your right i know who u r. and i dont see why i would get mad at you, but ok.. i know i have an eating disorder, but i cant help it.. its like a drug. hard to stop. but i dunno.. shit happens.. ill pull threw. im known for pulling threw.. but i want u to know i love you so much. i might not show it all the time, but i do. but i disagree on the growing up thing. everyone has moments that r just rediculous... and i happen to have em alot, but im already four times mature then more than half my friends. and i just feel like a loser sometimes, becuz their all like "woo lets party, blah blah blah" and im like "nah thats not cool, you guys should calm down, umm yeah.." and i just feel like i shouldnt be so OLD. if u cant beat them join them.. but yea i think ur beautiful and u dont need to lose weight. its all an mental thing. ur comfortable with urself, as in ppl who maybe a double zero think their fat. it gross. but yeahh ur just amazing.. ur extremly beautful inside and out.. i love you
for the record i dont talk alot...
[a confession] i miss you so much sometimes it hurts. um i dont understand that?????
[a secret] i have no secrets.
[a confession] i miss you so much sometimes it hurts. i want a better body. i want to be beautiful.
[a fear] not being with him for the rest of my life.
[a love] late night tv shows in bed with him. laying on his chest listening to his heart beat knowing at that very second, i just fell in love all over again.
[my opinion about you] i love you. but i think you could grow up some more. i think you can make better choices in your life. i think you have an eatting disorder. i think you know who i am, and your going to get mad at me. but thats not why im posting. im posting to tell the truth. that i love you dearly. and i just could never bare to see you get hurt. you mean too much to me even if you dont believe it. your a beautiful person just the way you are. you dont need to lose weight. you dont need to think you're ugly. and you dont need to worry about eatting 12 times a day. you need to worry about being who you are and loving yourself for that. you need to know you are perfect inside and out. you need to be happy. you need to know how much i love you and always will.
and lastly.. [you need] to stop talking so damn much.
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for the record i dont talk alot...
[a confession] i miss you so much sometimes it hurts. um i dont understand that?????
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we're not anymore.
and that hurts. =\
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