Mar 24, 2005 09:14
ok well... its uh march 24 nd i ahvent updated in lyk a year!!!! haha not rele but its been a while we moved nd my comp. has been down 4 a LONG time so ya. well ill SUMMARIZE things 4 ya. lets say...my life has changed ALOT! nd im startin 2 think its 4 the better...not the worst...or wateva that sayin is! lmao ok ya well im not as close 2 justine nd megan nd ally n e more... they just decided 2 act lyk bitches towards me 1 day...i cried that whole nigth nd most of the day =( it was just RELE upssettin cuz lyk...u think u ahve these awesome friends 1 day...nd the nxt they bassically flick u off nd call it quites! i mean...hoo does that i luv those chicas 2 death...nd i still do! they were there 4 me when my dad left i could talk 2 them bout n e thin....so ya they pretty much kicked me 2 the curb! lmao o well life doesnt always go ur way. but its better now cuz when we hung out i felt very limited! nd now im chill w. pretty mmuch n e 1 i wanna b! so i hang out w. laura nd carly most of the time. they r awesome! nd so lyk...tru! its great. i think im better off in a "clique" w. them then the others cuz lyk...idk but n e ways i saw my dad a couple times since i updated. nd hes havin a RELE hard time! ouch veyr negative about everythin rele skinny now... its rele upsetting i wish he ould come home now! MY BDAY WAS ON FRIDAY (THE 18TH) that was rele borin cuz i had 2 drive 2 myrtle beach (south carolina) 4 cheerleadin we did rele bad but o well life goes on. we got third outta 4. which is good 4 the catagorgy we were in we went seniors nd were rele juniors!!!! so ya i guess we did ok in rankings but our performance was rele off. i live in this house now. in ridgemoore! ick i h8 it w. a passion i was my old house back. i was my old life back. everythin back 2 normal no more problems. i wish i lived in lyk...fairy tail land. no1 ever gets hurts nd evey 1 is friends nd we neva have 2 worry about losin sum1. life freckin sux now. but i do look positivly only lyk 7 more months of this crap n d then i will b RICH again. lmao im so spoiled. o well i feel bad 4 my mo she has eveythin 2 deal w. poor mommy. im rele tired nd i luv parker! hahahah wow obsession....i think we might c a movies 2day yay ring 2! i wish we werent as good as friends as we r...ide b alot happier if we werent...juts cuz of wat he told laura. BEST FRIENDS IN BOYFRIEND GIRLFRIEND always WORKS! no im jk i donno nvr went out w. my best friend! lmao i gotta go take a shower nd do stuff
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