Honesty or lies... which do you live by?

Feb 26, 2006 22:38

What makes people lie??? Is it that you want to impress people and hope that what you're telling them is what they want to hear? Is it the only way they think that people will pay attention to them? Is it some uncontrolable twitch that just happens? Or are they trying to play out some crazy fantasy world?
I'm tired of being lied to! I'm tired of people telling me shit and then telling some one else a different story and God knows which one is true! So (person who lied to me who I will not name) what story is the fucking truth?!?!?! I'm starting to feel that I can't believe a single fucking word that you say. I always tell you the truth! So does everyone else who you've lied to. Don't we deserve the same goddamn respect?!?!? Huh?!?! I've really tired being there for you. I don't know how much more I can take. This isn't the first time we've gone through this and it probably won't be the last. And I hate the fact that the truth can't be trusted as the truth. I don't know what to believe and what to throw out the window.
Part of me knows that you have problems and that you need help to overcome those problems. But there's another part of me that doesn't know how much longer I can try to help. And not knowing if I can help you much longer makes me feel like the worst friend in the world because you need the help.
Any one who knows me knows that I'd drop everything, go out in the worst weather, and risk my life for any of my friends. I've done all of this for you! And yet you can't even tell me the truth. Why is that?!?!?! Is telling the truth really hard for some people? Is it something that is just so hard for them to swallow that they can't even try to tell it to some one else? Is it that they don't want to burden people with the truth? Or do they hate the truth so much that even they don't want to believe it?

Honesty or lies... which do you live by???
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