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I was reading old conversations. My instant messanger records them. I was reading mine and Liz's from December. When....yeah....Why couldn't things have stayed like that? So sweet, so....But instead things change. People change. She doesn't even want to think about how she doesn't want to be with me, thats how much she doesn't want to be with me. THings are bad. Complicated. I have to ignore everything thats happened in the past 3 months and move on without letting her know that it hurts. She's already blaming this all on her. SHe doesn't need to. She has too much in her life thats already bad that she doesn't need this. It's my fault, all my fault for losing the most important thing to me, for things being so complicated, for me hurting so much, for these tears that are running down my face and it's my fault for just all of it. For everything. For everything....
Everyday I think about what you did
Livin life ain't much with all this shit
Cause I'm going insane with all of it
You keep driving me crazy
Always crazy
You're gonna drive me crazy
You're gonna wake up one day dead inside
Cause you're alone, not in my life
I think about you sometimes and want to kill you
You disrespected my pride
How could you do this?
All my life has always been like this
Taking shit and I can't deal with it
Selfish bitch, that's always full of it
You keep drivin' me crazy
Always crazy
You're gonna drive me crazy
You're gonna wake up one day dead inside
Cause you're alone, not in my life
I think about you sometimes and wanna kill you
You disrespected my pride, how could you do this?
I'm going crazy tonight and I blow it away
You want me
To be like you
You want me
To be like you
NO!
I think about you sometimes and wanna kill you
You disrespected my pride, how could you do this?
I'm going crazy tonight and I blow it away
I think about you sometimes and wanna kill you
You disrespected my pride, how could you do this?
I'm going crazy tonight and I'll blow it away