wooohman. its been long time.
I haven't updated in a super long time, and a lot of shit has happened since then. I think I've injured myself a good 20+ times at work this week, got paid today, that was a plus. saw Mr. and Mrs. Smith at the movies last week. Found this abandoned house in coral springs...went there a few times, it was a pretty cool place.
Didn't go to maydaze. I feel pretty indiferently about it anyways, and I was with Aj so Im glad i didnt go.
Things with Aj are going pretty good. I see him like, every day still, and usually things are good. When im at work i dont really think about much other than him....its so crazy.
I dont know what to think still though. mixed signals from him, i guess...
he never talks to me, either. and i dont really like that. whenever i ask him what hes thinking its either 'nothing' or he totally blows it off. like, ok...its believable that sometimes maybe he isnt thinking about anything, but not always...and the fact that i actually try to tell him things, and open up to him....makes it worse that even if his life is uneventful, i dont really know anything that goes on when he isnt with me.
maybe its supposed to be that way?
he tells me he loves me though.
and i have no reason not to believe him.
...i hope i see him tomorrow....
....because right how he left was a bad way to end the night...
Didn't go to maydaze. I feel pretty indiferently about it anyways, and I was with Aj so Im glad i didnt go.
Things with Aj are going pretty good. I see him like, every day still, and usually things are good. When im at work i dont really think about much other than him....its so crazy.
I dont know what to think still though. mixed signals from him, i guess...
he never talks to me, either. and i dont really like that. whenever i ask him what hes thinking its either 'nothing' or he totally blows it off. like, ok...its believable that sometimes maybe he isnt thinking about anything, but not always...and the fact that i actually try to tell him things, and open up to him....makes it worse that even if his life is uneventful, i dont really know anything that goes on when he isnt with me.
maybe its supposed to be that way?
he tells me he loves me though.
and i have no reason not to believe him.
...i hope i see him tomorrow....
....because right how he left was a bad way to end the night...