HELP ME PLEASE!!! PLEASE READ THIS!!

[xxglitzypunkxx]

my compter took a shit on me...once again...but this time...i think its dead. fuck it..i dont care anymore..im just going to get a new one

PLEASE SOMEONE HANG OUT WITH ME. I HAVE TO GET OUT AND SEE WHAT ELSE IS OUT THERE..THIS SUCKS

i just need a really good friend...besides duck..i love her to death..but we are just running out of things to do and talk about. but i do love you

i hate feeling this way..i just want it to be over. is that so wrong?

i want things to be different

i want a car

i want a job

i want more friends...cause no one hangs out with me anymore..they just come around when they want something.

i want a new life.

Victor...yeah we have to hango out..hurry up and get here..im super bored.

i miss all of the 12th graders. after they left i really didnt have anything to do. Rob and Sean..i need you guys to "hump" my leg again. it always made me feel so special when you did that. i need to feel special again.

i hate this...cause i cant put what i really want to say in here without causing so much pain. i just need someone to talk to...

will you talk to me?