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life sure has begun to trun in circles faster then i can keep up...im dizzy and lost..... feel as if i am floating out in outer space
my past, i just keep honering
well, i bought my car a purple 96 stratus. get to drive in three weeks or so. im so excited for that. I am working enough to afforad eveything. im getting my college applications done. it seemed as if i was applying to college around everything.. i need for once to think of myself. this is the next step to my future. cheer is getting better, its so frustrating with a new flyer and backspot but im dealing, i love them though. i got my back handspring so i am happy, cant wait for competitive. :)
im sittinng here feeling as if i have had teeth pulled literaly they pulled a tooth today it hurts so bad i cried the entireway 2 and 1/2 hours of pain. i'm listining to a song that makes me feel so sad.... i feel as if i am alone. 'how quickly comes change" everything is changeing right underneith my feet, i have never been hit so hard.... i'm not even sure who i am.... my heart is so vunerable.... everything happens for a reason i keep telling myself, i have gotten able to get alot closer to some people and it feels great...
i hope that they both understand how i miss them...
my past, i just keep honering
well, i bought my car a purple 96 stratus. get to drive in three weeks or so. im so excited for that. I am working enough to afforad eveything. im getting my college applications done. it seemed as if i was applying to college around everything.. i need for once to think of myself. this is the next step to my future. cheer is getting better, its so frustrating with a new flyer and backspot but im dealing, i love them though. i got my back handspring so i am happy, cant wait for competitive. :)
im sittinng here feeling as if i have had teeth pulled literaly they pulled a tooth today it hurts so bad i cried the entireway 2 and 1/2 hours of pain. i'm listining to a song that makes me feel so sad.... i feel as if i am alone. 'how quickly comes change" everything is changeing right underneith my feet, i have never been hit so hard.... i'm not even sure who i am.... my heart is so vunerable.... everything happens for a reason i keep telling myself, i have gotten able to get alot closer to some people and it feels great...
i hope that they both understand how i miss them...