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pretty sad for me...
two days before my brithday, i receive a bill for $101 to the school, from my parents and a check for $100...yay?!? not to mention, the call from them that i recieved while they were vacationing in daytona beach..you pay one bill for my birthday and go on vacation..awesome!!
one day before my brithdy i received a card with $25 in it from my step-grandmother.the only one i can ever expect anything nice from.
on my birthday, i receive no packages
the day after my birthday, i receive no packages, but my roommate does
but hell, i had plenty of people tell me happy birthday on myspace..too bad none of them wanted to spend it with me. i spent my whole fucking day sleeping..until THANK GOD, enoch called me and took me to a movie.
i know birthday's shouldnt be about gifts, but it is a time for people who care about you, to show you...
my mother's family acted like they wanted to be a part of my life again, towards the end of the summer...our birthday's were close..nothing from them, not even a call
the only person that called me from back home was steve, and him and i weren't even close
maybe i am just being a baby, but it didn't feel good to have the one day when i wanted people to focus on me, spent sleeping
::EDIT::
this time in someone's life can be so decieving. people have so many motives for being a friend, and usually it isn't just to be a friend. it really is sad.
Fullsail should be sending me information soon. i told my parents i wanted to transfer there. so i doubt i will be here next year anyways.
two days before my brithday, i receive a bill for $101 to the school, from my parents and a check for $100...yay?!? not to mention, the call from them that i recieved while they were vacationing in daytona beach..you pay one bill for my birthday and go on vacation..awesome!!
one day before my brithdy i received a card with $25 in it from my step-grandmother.the only one i can ever expect anything nice from.
on my birthday, i receive no packages
the day after my birthday, i receive no packages, but my roommate does
but hell, i had plenty of people tell me happy birthday on myspace..too bad none of them wanted to spend it with me. i spent my whole fucking day sleeping..until THANK GOD, enoch called me and took me to a movie.
i know birthday's shouldnt be about gifts, but it is a time for people who care about you, to show you...
my mother's family acted like they wanted to be a part of my life again, towards the end of the summer...our birthday's were close..nothing from them, not even a call
the only person that called me from back home was steve, and him and i weren't even close
maybe i am just being a baby, but it didn't feel good to have the one day when i wanted people to focus on me, spent sleeping
::EDIT::
this time in someone's life can be so decieving. people have so many motives for being a friend, and usually it isn't just to be a friend. it really is sad.
Fullsail should be sending me information soon. i told my parents i wanted to transfer there. so i doubt i will be here next year anyways.