oh what a feeling.....
so i met ryans dad last night.
it was cool. hes a nice guy.
he likes me so i guess thats a good thing.
so yea then i just hung out
with ryan until 10.
im so happy to have finally found someone.
and it feels awesome to not even
care what other people say about him.
people talk shit, thats how life is.
but even though people are talking shit
its not chaging the way i feel about him.
and that is soo nice.
ive had such a bad history of relationships,
thats it nice to just be happy.
k so enough about that.
im getting behind in school already.
and im supposed to go on this mexico trip
but i really dont think im going to be able
to pay for it. i have to do it all
myself and i dont have a job,
even though ive applied and had
interveiws. and i have about $600 due
by Oct. 28th. i dont know how im going to do it.
its so frustrating. i want to go so bad,
i want to be able to speak spanish
a billion times better then i can.
i want to study in another country,
and money is stopping me. its so ridiculous.
i dont know what im going to do.
if you have any suggestions,
or if you want to donate stuff to the yard sale
im having next weekend, please contact me!!
my email is theambre253@yahoo.com
please please please!!
i need all the help i can get!
yea ok. so then theres church.
i am so happy that im at the same church
that i have been at since i was a toddler.
im getting so much more responsibility.
im on student leadership, and im doing
sunday school with 3 of my friends
for the next two months.
we're teaching on 1Peter.
its tough but i think we have it figured out.
and im teaching childrens choir,
which should be really fun.
im just scared about once i get a job,
whats going to happen.
i cant hold this much and not be able to be there.
ill figure it out.
GOD is good. yep.
k im done.
love.love.love
it was cool. hes a nice guy.
he likes me so i guess thats a good thing.
so yea then i just hung out
with ryan until 10.
im so happy to have finally found someone.
and it feels awesome to not even
care what other people say about him.
people talk shit, thats how life is.
but even though people are talking shit
its not chaging the way i feel about him.
and that is soo nice.
ive had such a bad history of relationships,
thats it nice to just be happy.
k so enough about that.
im getting behind in school already.
and im supposed to go on this mexico trip
but i really dont think im going to be able
to pay for it. i have to do it all
myself and i dont have a job,
even though ive applied and had
interveiws. and i have about $600 due
by Oct. 28th. i dont know how im going to do it.
its so frustrating. i want to go so bad,
i want to be able to speak spanish
a billion times better then i can.
i want to study in another country,
and money is stopping me. its so ridiculous.
i dont know what im going to do.
if you have any suggestions,
or if you want to donate stuff to the yard sale
im having next weekend, please contact me!!
my email is theambre253@yahoo.com
please please please!!
i need all the help i can get!
yea ok. so then theres church.
i am so happy that im at the same church
that i have been at since i was a toddler.
im getting so much more responsibility.
im on student leadership, and im doing
sunday school with 3 of my friends
for the next two months.
we're teaching on 1Peter.
its tough but i think we have it figured out.
and im teaching childrens choir,
which should be really fun.
im just scared about once i get a job,
whats going to happen.
i cant hold this much and not be able to be there.
ill figure it out.
GOD is good. yep.
k im done.
love.love.love