Hes the reason for the teardrops on my guitar The only thing that keeps me wishing on a wishing star
i am <3ing taylor swift. yep thats right country hhaha :)
uhm.. today i was in such a bad mood.. i woke up sad. i think i am having a revelation, i think since that like cold weather is coming, everyone is wanting someone for like the cold weather lmao.. and i think i am feeling it too. so yea.. and i cant find anyone. and i refuse to settle. i cant do it. and i end up feeling bad and getting really annoyed.. how do i know this, i went through this before. ugh..
ok. so today really sucked. well not really. but ya. ok. so i get a txt from jakob this is how it went.
Jakob: are you going to the gym today?
Me: no why do you keep asking?
Jakob: because i want to know? lol
Me: why though?
Jakob: cuz i would like to maybe see you...
Me: you just told me you didnt want to talk to me... and now your wanting to meet up at the gym?
Jakob: yes, i am hoping that one day i will just happen to run into you, i want to, i miss talking to you, i know i shouldnt talk to you but i want to, im sorry if im confuzing you, i am confuzed myself.
Me: well, i dont want to talk to you anymore, im done, i am sick of being your friend one day and then not the next.. its not fair to your gf either that when you are around me you still have feelings. so ya.
jakob: whatever.
and thats it.. it made me mad, not sad this time. its done, he's out of my life. i can forget about him..
uhm.. matt (date from last night) is driving me nuts. like ugh now i need to shake this boy off. bah// he is acting like i am his gf.
his recent text "can you send me a pic of you, i want to show my friends what you look like" WTF. i didnt send him one lmao.
uhm.. ok so ya anyways.. do you know that i LOVE calvin. omg, i love him he's the best friend anyone can ask for.. OH BTW when i say i love him i mean as a friend.... like honestly. <33333
k im in second and im like iunno doing whatever.. all i hear is my name being yelled its my besh! so i go out into the hall with him and we are talking. and stuff and like right away he was like you seem sad! sso ya but we didnt really get a chance to talk much.. so i check my phone at work and calvin had called. so i call him back and he goes "i was worried about you. why did you look so upset?!?" so we talked for awhile. rachel goes "are you guys strictly friends?" and i was like yes. and then i told her about how he called to see if i was ok, and she's like "KETRINA THAT IS SOOO CUTE!!!!!!!! how like he really cares about you" it made me smile.
so anyways i worked til 9 tonight, then picked up rach and we went to LOLAAAA :) an indie music festival, we saw grizzlybears they where good :) lmaoooo we where standing with rachels friends, and this guy eddie, me and him where like joking around flirting kind of and it was jokes.. and ya he goes my fave band is "explosions in the sky" and i go I have never heard of them, and he goes "omg, ketrina, we cannot date, im sorry because i can tell that you really wanted to, i know that our hearts beat together, but it has to stop" and then he goes " you can still kiss me on the cheek tho" so i go to do it and he turns AND KISSES ME ON THE LIPS lmaooooo that night is the first night i ever met him LMAO! we where alllll laughing. it was soo funny. i was like yesss haha it was funny.... eddies friends where very nice aswell. rachel and i had a good time, after that nick t called me and so we went to his get together. uhm random lmaooo
i said hi to nick and then MATT CLARE came out (ive met this boy once but i loved him he was sooo nice! it was with erika and malaika and ya) so i gave matt a big hug! and ya.. then we decided to leave cuz it was lame and now im home.. so yea.. tonight was interesting
OHHH lmao there where 2 different cars full of guys and they where hitting on rachel and i it was sooo funnny!!!!!!!!!!! we where like ya, we are SEXY haha..
anyways thats all <3
uhm.. today i was in such a bad mood.. i woke up sad. i think i am having a revelation, i think since that like cold weather is coming, everyone is wanting someone for like the cold weather lmao.. and i think i am feeling it too. so yea.. and i cant find anyone. and i refuse to settle. i cant do it. and i end up feeling bad and getting really annoyed.. how do i know this, i went through this before. ugh..
ok. so today really sucked. well not really. but ya. ok. so i get a txt from jakob this is how it went.
Jakob: are you going to the gym today?
Me: no why do you keep asking?
Jakob: because i want to know? lol
Me: why though?
Jakob: cuz i would like to maybe see you...
Me: you just told me you didnt want to talk to me... and now your wanting to meet up at the gym?
Jakob: yes, i am hoping that one day i will just happen to run into you, i want to, i miss talking to you, i know i shouldnt talk to you but i want to, im sorry if im confuzing you, i am confuzed myself.
Me: well, i dont want to talk to you anymore, im done, i am sick of being your friend one day and then not the next.. its not fair to your gf either that when you are around me you still have feelings. so ya.
jakob: whatever.
and thats it.. it made me mad, not sad this time. its done, he's out of my life. i can forget about him..
uhm.. matt (date from last night) is driving me nuts. like ugh now i need to shake this boy off. bah// he is acting like i am his gf.
his recent text "can you send me a pic of you, i want to show my friends what you look like" WTF. i didnt send him one lmao.
uhm.. ok so ya anyways.. do you know that i LOVE calvin. omg, i love him he's the best friend anyone can ask for.. OH BTW when i say i love him i mean as a friend.... like honestly. <33333
k im in second and im like iunno doing whatever.. all i hear is my name being yelled its my besh! so i go out into the hall with him and we are talking. and stuff and like right away he was like you seem sad! sso ya but we didnt really get a chance to talk much.. so i check my phone at work and calvin had called. so i call him back and he goes "i was worried about you. why did you look so upset?!?" so we talked for awhile. rachel goes "are you guys strictly friends?" and i was like yes. and then i told her about how he called to see if i was ok, and she's like "KETRINA THAT IS SOOO CUTE!!!!!!!! how like he really cares about you" it made me smile.
so anyways i worked til 9 tonight, then picked up rach and we went to LOLAAAA :) an indie music festival, we saw grizzlybears they where good :) lmaoooo we where standing with rachels friends, and this guy eddie, me and him where like joking around flirting kind of and it was jokes.. and ya he goes my fave band is "explosions in the sky" and i go I have never heard of them, and he goes "omg, ketrina, we cannot date, im sorry because i can tell that you really wanted to, i know that our hearts beat together, but it has to stop" and then he goes " you can still kiss me on the cheek tho" so i go to do it and he turns AND KISSES ME ON THE LIPS lmaooooo that night is the first night i ever met him LMAO! we where alllll laughing. it was soo funny. i was like yesss haha it was funny.... eddies friends where very nice aswell. rachel and i had a good time, after that nick t called me and so we went to his get together. uhm random lmaooo
i said hi to nick and then MATT CLARE came out (ive met this boy once but i loved him he was sooo nice! it was with erika and malaika and ya) so i gave matt a big hug! and ya.. then we decided to leave cuz it was lame and now im home.. so yea.. tonight was interesting
OHHH lmao there where 2 different cars full of guys and they where hitting on rachel and i it was sooo funnny!!!!!!!!!!! we where like ya, we are SEXY haha..
anyways thats all <3