Future
Basically this is what has been on my mind since yesterday morning.
At FMM we had this 'college fair' and we were forced to go because drama was on the stage and the presentation was in the cafe therefore, we couldn't rehearse anyway. While watching and making fun of colleges, I realized how ignorant I was!
I don't think I ever wanted to be a teacher. Yes it would be fun, but perhaps it's just me saying for some subconscious fucked up reason that I'm not ready to leave high school. Now that I came back, closed some past doors/issues, I am ready to leave and will.
But why did I come back, to update my marks for University? Why do I want to go to university? To take a course that's in College for singing, music history, etc? The tuition for Univ. is around $4000.00 and colleges are around $1000.00 .. There's a three thousand dollar difference and in all seriousness I don't care which one I go to.
Secondly, it's kinda sad how everyone believes that all college kids are dumb. Say I do go, I would be entering college with a high 80 average [and these are U courses]. Last time I checked that average surpasses many university average, and yet I feel I'm college bound.
Sadly, I continuously think about going to University. I believe it's because I'm afraid people will look at me as a failure because I won't have a University behind my name.
Stress,
Greg
At FMM we had this 'college fair' and we were forced to go because drama was on the stage and the presentation was in the cafe therefore, we couldn't rehearse anyway. While watching and making fun of colleges, I realized how ignorant I was!
I don't think I ever wanted to be a teacher. Yes it would be fun, but perhaps it's just me saying for some subconscious fucked up reason that I'm not ready to leave high school. Now that I came back, closed some past doors/issues, I am ready to leave and will.
But why did I come back, to update my marks for University? Why do I want to go to university? To take a course that's in College for singing, music history, etc? The tuition for Univ. is around $4000.00 and colleges are around $1000.00 .. There's a three thousand dollar difference and in all seriousness I don't care which one I go to.
Secondly, it's kinda sad how everyone believes that all college kids are dumb. Say I do go, I would be entering college with a high 80 average [and these are U courses]. Last time I checked that average surpasses many university average, and yet I feel I'm college bound.
Sadly, I continuously think about going to University. I believe it's because I'm afraid people will look at me as a failure because I won't have a University behind my name.
Stress,
Greg