I love how we all use these god damn music genre's to label each other...
Aren't we all people? We aren't genre's of music... for example, I was thinking back to a while ago where I was called "emo" because I speak the truth, and I speak what's on my mind, no matter what emotion it is.
I was also told I wasn't a real Puerto Rican, and that I was a "controling bitch" and "fat ass emo fuck" by a "wigger" kid, who is plainly white trash, and not so skinny himself.
Now as for you all who knew what happened last year, a medication I was on last November caused me to gain a significant amount of weight in a short term, and it almost killed me.
It elevated my blood pressure, and gave me edema in my legs. The doctors where afraid I'd get renal failure (when your kidneys shut down).
I gained almost 50 pounds, and I've dropped 40 of it in one year. And this kid has the nerve to call me fat, and emo. I almost died twice last year, and I get called emo. Cute.
ALSO for those of you who know me, I am controling? When it comes to my band, yes I will admit I am, but that's because it is MY BAND. I started it up with Ozzy, and he gave me the right's and priveleges to run it the way I want. But is there any other time when I am controling?
Bitchy, yes. Indeed I am. I was also accussed of never having a bitchy side, but, the more you get to know me, the more you see it.
But anyway, as I said, he was white trash, and stupid, so I really didn't expect him to understand.
He was one of those, beauty is only skin deep type of people, yet he was a only a face a mother could love, looker.
Well, as bad as white tras comes, he was the worst.
You know you're white trash when your teeth are rotted out of your skull from eating junk, and your girlfriend is seven years younger than yourself and she isn't legal.
Anyway, this kid called me a fake Puerto Rican, and accused me of not growing up in the "ghetto".
He called himself a real "Gangstaaa" because he was born and raised in a slummy area of Lakewood, and you went to school with blacks and hispanics.
You Sir, are white, and nothing else. You are not a "Gangstaaa" you did not grow up in the "Ghetto".
The word "Ghetto" means, an slummy, urban area. No more, and no less. I'm sorry if I'm mistaken, but isn't Lakewood S-U-R-B-U-R-B-A-N?
Yes it may be overcrowded, and a bit slummy, and yes many blacks and hispanics may live there, but it is still surburban.
See, I grew up in Jersey City. 20 minutes from NYC. Right across the river.
And as far as my heritage's concern, my father, is 100% Puerto Rican, you can ask my family, and actually just by looking at them you know.
So I love how I can be accused of being something I'm not, when the accusee is no better.
I am a "real gangstaaa" by trade. I keep it 100% real. You don't need to feel like I'm fake or tricking you. I'll tell you the truth even if it kills you. That's what "Gangstaaa's" mean and what "Gangstaaa's do".
I'm getting tired of dealing with stupid people like this. If you or a friend you know is trying to be something they are not, please, slap them across the face and call them a bitch.
If you are white, get over it, you always will be white. You will never be black, and if you were born anywhere south of Linden, west of Orange, or north of Rutherford, you were not born in the Jersey Ghetto.
So for all you "wiggers" out there, who were born in South Jersey, get over yourselves. You're posers, and nothing more. It is not a style, when you start using slang and dressing like "Fitty Sent", it is an insult to urban life, and I can guarantee you will get jumped if you ever go to NYC and act like that.
RAWR. DUMB CUNT FUCKS.
All I have left to say is FUCK YOU!