Dec 18, 2006 23:05
So my mom gave me the go ahead for my snake bites. They'll be done after Christmas, probably after babysitting, that way I have the cash for them.
When I get them done, my mom is going to schedule my tattoos.
YAY.YAY.YAY.YAY.YAY.
Chest peices first!
Anyway... I figure and cash I get for X-mas, plus my babysitting cash, will go towards my tattoos.
Oh, and so I found out that these two bitches I HATE, are friends, and trying to over throw me / be me. I found it hilarious, because it's all to get Chris.
Okay something everyone must know.
Chris hurts me, but in a way I like.
He bites and scratches me until I perfusely bleed, and he's the only guy that has ever done that for me when I've asked. And I, well, I actually injure him. After a few real bites from me, he can't move. Plus we understand each other's sick humor, complete each other's sentences, we've had alot of the same encounters, and we've been through alot of the same feelings so we just have this deep understanding of each other. He's the only person allowed to see me cry besides family, as I am one of the only people allowed to see him cry. So do you see where I'm going?
No one could ever give Chris what I give him, seriously.
He would get bored, and break up with you.
As he told me, I'm the only one to ever hold his attention this long, and still have him absolutely confused, bewildered, and curious to know more about me. That's why he keeps coming back. He can't picture to be without me. And not to sound conceited, but yes, it's true.
I can't picture my life with anyone else.
That's why we want to tie the knot!
So, if you happen to be one of those sluts that I hate, that think you can handle pain because of what? you used to cut yourself, or you like biting *cough cough -knipping really-* then you can fuck yourself. Chris is mine, and he loves me, plus I satisfy him... fully... ask him yourself and see the result! XD
So yea... I don't know how I got to that, but I have to get up early.
Nighty night dears.