9/28/2008
Ok so every girls goal...well almost every girls goal is to get married, have kids and live happily ever after. see thats what i want for my life but i worry about why i cant seem to get motivated in that direction...my boyfriend is 41. i doubt he is going to have kids, but i want them. so how does that work out? my mom got me thinking about all this shit last night. i had already pondered it but for some reason when someone else asks it out loud it makes a difference. should i break it off with someone just cuz of their age? and just because im afraid if he did wants kids, the kids would be 18 and he'd be 60 or so and me a little over 40. quite a dilemma cause i really like him, but is there really any true future? i'd only be partially happy....
