big fight...never this bad.
It was a really bad day..i have to wear an aircast for like 3 weeks..which means until the end of school..and i cant wear n e of my skirts n im really pissed.
My mom and i got into this huge fight which made completely freak out at home..i started screaming at the top of my lungs over and over while falling to the floor..she was screaming at me to get the fuck up and knock it off. She was so mean to me. she told me to move out..she told me to get my shit and go and it was pouring! So i put on a hoodie and that pissed her off? I was like what am i 5? ur gonna tell me what to wear now? So she told me she wasnt taking me to school. SO i said fine i will walk and ihope a car hits me and u feel bad! And she was like and i hope i have another heart attack and it will be all your fault. She told me she wouldnt drive me n e where or buy me the clothes i need (for the parade monday) So i started walking to school in the poring down rain and she came and made me get in the car and took me and was yelling at me the whole way..i didnt say a word..i stared out the window lookin at the rain and tears fell. She said i was grounded for 2 weeks. she said she didnt want me..and told me to pack my shit and go somewhere and never to come back..she told me not to come home from school. It made me feel so horrible. She succeeded in what she wanted to do. Just so much shit was said..it made me cry..i started crying in school..jess was there for me to lean on..and then in chem i was crying and em sara shannon mary and dugan were there..Dugan took me in the hallway to make sure i was ok. And Mr Kramer was making sure everything was ok. He is a nice man. He was really worried..
Then i got my class ring..really pretty. i love it..
I came home and my mom apologized. And we are ok..i guess.. I dunno we havent had a fight like that...EVER! it was just so horrible. We havent had a fight in a long time..so its depressing. Bc now both parents hate me..ya know? Im just really sick of it. But my mom said i could go out tonight with ashley. So hopefully she can cheer me up... :( Just feel horrible now..and my eyes seriously hurt from crying so much today..i mean i cried from 11 until like 1...it was just bad.
happy birthday lindz!
My mom and i got into this huge fight which made completely freak out at home..i started screaming at the top of my lungs over and over while falling to the floor..she was screaming at me to get the fuck up and knock it off. She was so mean to me. she told me to move out..she told me to get my shit and go and it was pouring! So i put on a hoodie and that pissed her off? I was like what am i 5? ur gonna tell me what to wear now? So she told me she wasnt taking me to school. SO i said fine i will walk and ihope a car hits me and u feel bad! And she was like and i hope i have another heart attack and it will be all your fault. She told me she wouldnt drive me n e where or buy me the clothes i need (for the parade monday) So i started walking to school in the poring down rain and she came and made me get in the car and took me and was yelling at me the whole way..i didnt say a word..i stared out the window lookin at the rain and tears fell. She said i was grounded for 2 weeks. she said she didnt want me..and told me to pack my shit and go somewhere and never to come back..she told me not to come home from school. It made me feel so horrible. She succeeded in what she wanted to do. Just so much shit was said..it made me cry..i started crying in school..jess was there for me to lean on..and then in chem i was crying and em sara shannon mary and dugan were there..Dugan took me in the hallway to make sure i was ok. And Mr Kramer was making sure everything was ok. He is a nice man. He was really worried..
Then i got my class ring..really pretty. i love it..
I came home and my mom apologized. And we are ok..i guess.. I dunno we havent had a fight like that...EVER! it was just so horrible. We havent had a fight in a long time..so its depressing. Bc now both parents hate me..ya know? Im just really sick of it. But my mom said i could go out tonight with ashley. So hopefully she can cheer me up... :( Just feel horrible now..and my eyes seriously hurt from crying so much today..i mean i cried from 11 until like 1...it was just bad.
happy birthday lindz!