....just annoyed....

[xxfrozenbrinixx]

i had to go to dupont hospital today..thats never fun. and i come home and just get bullshit from people. It was just like..everyone! It was ridiculous. Me and my mom had a serious long conversation and we are gonna go away, get away from everyone and everything. i told her how im tired of everything n shizzle and she agreed and told me she wants to get me outta here. I wont b around for matt's death anniversary. Which is good. That way i dont have to deal with it here. I can just be on my own. Im so annoyed its just horrible. Sometimes i have this feelings that i feel like i can never escape, i get happy and feel like everything will be ok..but then everything always goes back to normal. People make me angry..i feel like everyone is going aganist me now..they are. U see it on livejournal, you see it in school, you see it everywhere. I told my mom today in these exact words...

"I am done"

...i got a stare and one of those smiles...i dunno. she feels horrible and really has no idea what to do with me. Im just so amazing lost in this world. And it gets worse..i feel like i have no true friends sometimes. Kara has been by me since elementry school..i thought others were too..sometimes it hurts to come to reality.

i hate everything anymore. Just forget me...it's that simple.