-today is friday. thank God-
I haven't written in like a week. my bad. i'm in another one of my stages. too much sleep this time. i can't seem to get enough sleep, even tho i do. i have been extrememly irritable lately and my mom is always either angry or exasperated with me. she says i have "extreme mood swings". maybe i do. i have been getting an attitude with any and all authority figures. like, if my mom makes a comment, i always get smart with her and wanna cuss her out. my bio teacher always trying to talk to me about my grades, and she passed back a quiz and i made a 100 on it and she was like "this is more like you" and i said "and how would you know?" but she was too surprised to say anything back so she just kept passing out papers. I need to chill out with this shit. i just... can't help it. i mean to say everything that i say and thats bad. it woudn't be so bad if it slipped. like i just say what i think by accident, but i've gotten to where i like to hurt thier feelings and challenge thier authority. this can't be good. oh well.. fuck it. i gotta blaze -*-