what is on my mind

[xxfreakykittyxx]

Well i think i am going to use this thing again you know to get anything that is bugging me out. Well everything is good other then i hate my bfs ex. God i wish she would just go away but no never will. I mean i love wil with my heart but i hate that he still cares for his ex. I mean come on now we didnt talk today cause he compared me to her. Fuck thatcrap idk i just want to be happy and he has to tell me now what is going to happen if not i am booking it to florida In one week so i hope he will chose to move on from her and be with me cause if i go there is no turning back thta will be it and i really dont want to have to do that but that is what is coming down to and i am so lost and i mean i dont have any friends any more an i miss all of my old friendsi think back to the good and bad time i was reading this lj todayand omg it is sooo old nd i just mean some of this stuff i was like wow and then it reminded me how sadi used to be but how i had some really good friends that i dont know were they are now and i wish i did but they dont talk to me any more i dont know what i did and i wish i did but i guess that is life but what can you do if no one wants to be your friend life gose on though but to any of you that care i am in mass like i have said i am hopeing to be able to see everyone at some point that be the coolest i wish it could really happen i miss you all well i guess this is good bye for now
love peace and chicken grease
randi