Jun 29, 2004 12:11
Yeah I am single now . . . I fucking hate my life, I knew it was coming. I knew she'd probably hurt me and shit. God fucking damnit . . . I hate it all. I don't know why I go on living to know that every girl I go out with is there to hurt me and fuck with my head? Maybe Harley can forgive me and I could be with her, she is 70 miles away, but hey . . . who knows. I hope I get in a car accident and almost die. Like . . . just sit in the fucking emergency room for weeks, broken fucking everything. Not be able to move, talk any of that shit. Maybe if I did that some girl would stroll along and be all like concerned with my health and well being. Fuck how could I be such a fucking idiot!?!? I am so god damn stupid . . . things suck so much. I am asking everyone out there to kill me. You, I want you to kill me.