It's not easy having a good time...

[xxfirefaeriexx]

...even smiling makes my face ache. Heh.

~Facade~

Day by day I play this game.
Keep this smile. Don't let it fade.
Nod and laugh and play pretend...
just keep up the masquerade...
As within I slowly die.
As within I only cry.

Never let them see your pain.
Make them think that all is well.
If they blink then they might see
a glimpse of your internal hell.
As within you slowly die.
As within you only cry.

As it eats me from inside
this hurt I can no longer hide
My time I buy, my time I bide...
just keep up the facade.
Just keep it up...

~taraleigh~

Hmmm. I can't finish it. Wonder why...