Warning...Major Bitchfest Ahead
First I feel the need to begin with a general rant. At the moment, my life is in such suck mode it's incredible. I have shitty hours at work because of the pipeband, the pipeband politics have finally driven me up the damn wall, I am way to overwhelmed by school at the moment, and my computer needs a new fucking hard drive. The only positive is that my warranty covers the replacement.
Second, you know who you are. I am so sick and tired of hearing about how much your life sucks and nobody loves you. I'm tired of holding in how I feel out of fear or hurting you. Stop being so god damn emo. People do care about you and you mean more to people than you care to think. Just because I won't/can't be your girlfriend doesn't mean that you mean nothing to me. You mean a lot to me and you should know that by now. I'm tired of trying to forcefeed you that information. If you don't know how much I care by now, then you never will. I try my hardest to give you anything and everything I can but you want from me what I can't give you, and because of that you think I don't care about you. It's a load of shit, because as I said you mean so much to me it's incredible. If you didn't mean anything to me, would I have called the center on you that time? Somebody who didn't care wouldn't have given a shit about that situation. Would I listen to everything you have to tell me, your past, etc? Somebody who didn't give a shit couldn't be bothered listening to you, or anybody for that matter. Screw everyone else at the moment. I care about you, damn it, and I'm so tired of listening to you complain that nobody loves you. You are definately worth something to me. I've skipped out on things to chill with you, crossed lines I never thought I'd cross, and still you want more from me. There is nothing else I can give you. You have my heart and my friendship and if that isn't enough than I don't know what to tell you.
Second, you know who you are. I am so sick and tired of hearing about how much your life sucks and nobody loves you. I'm tired of holding in how I feel out of fear or hurting you. Stop being so god damn emo. People do care about you and you mean more to people than you care to think. Just because I won't/can't be your girlfriend doesn't mean that you mean nothing to me. You mean a lot to me and you should know that by now. I'm tired of trying to forcefeed you that information. If you don't know how much I care by now, then you never will. I try my hardest to give you anything and everything I can but you want from me what I can't give you, and because of that you think I don't care about you. It's a load of shit, because as I said you mean so much to me it's incredible. If you didn't mean anything to me, would I have called the center on you that time? Somebody who didn't care wouldn't have given a shit about that situation. Would I listen to everything you have to tell me, your past, etc? Somebody who didn't give a shit couldn't be bothered listening to you, or anybody for that matter. Screw everyone else at the moment. I care about you, damn it, and I'm so tired of listening to you complain that nobody loves you. You are definately worth something to me. I've skipped out on things to chill with you, crossed lines I never thought I'd cross, and still you want more from me. There is nothing else I can give you. You have my heart and my friendship and if that isn't enough than I don't know what to tell you.