Jul 24, 2006 04:07
OMG It was the one most single greatest night of my life, and I'm still a virgin!! The night was filled with so much energy and emotion that one could almost go crazy with it all in side. But I do have to tell you I did live. I ate the night up for all it was worth. Well most of it, I could have gone with a little ass kicking at one point, but I wasn't going to let some Fucker get me kicked out before I saw my number ONE band, DISTURBED!!! At one point in the afternoon, I stood in line for about half an hour, waiting to get a CD signed by them. Once we hit the tent, and I saw David Draiman I couldn't help but cry to my self. I was so excited about it all it took all I had to make my self stop crying by the time I made it up there. He signed it and shook my hand it was hard not to fall over. I know they are people just like you and me, but the play and write the most amazing music. So that when I went from happy to ranging angry and hate because of some self-centered fuck; I let it all out when Disturbed did their set. It was an amazing feeling, that I can't describe how it felt. It would have been nice to mosh and crowd surf, but I didn't want to miss a thing David said. At one point, thank you god, David pretty much shit on Emo music and all it’s made out of!! Rock and Roll is the shit you hide from your parents not the pansy ass shit that today’s youth listens to, and the whole of Virizon did a few big "FUCK THAT SHIT!!"'s and I'm hoping some feeling sorry for his ass emo mother fucker got his ass beat. Because there where some there.
Indulging in the energy going on, I drank some...With the heat and the alcohol I was fucked. It was really nice. Had some Mike's and then we scored on the whisky shake they had and I drank Jack and Coke the rest of the night. Rather Jack with a spoon full of coke in it. Also, along with a little bit of help I talked my self in to getting my chest painted. Yeah I walked around Ozzfest 2006 topless with some kick ass roses painted over my boobs. Given I did have some tape in some well needed spots and it felt really odd at some points, but by the end of the night I was taking it all it. Half to some 30 or 40 people now have a picture of my topless self!!! But it was amazing.
We ended up leaving in the middle of System Of A Downs set because the guy who took me had to get up for work this morning. I was ok with it, I wasn’t going to argue, but I really wish I could have stayed, But by god I'm staying the whole time the next time I go!! I came away from this with a killer ass head ach, no voice, a shot glass for flashing someone, a set of beads, disturbed CD with signatures, and the memories of it all.
I thought last night, as I was being full of hate rage and anger, that I almost considered regretting something. Now if you know me, I don't regret ANYTHING, because it happens or doesn't happen for a reason. Well this made the mood even worse because I couldn't believe that I was considering such a thing. But in the end, I'm glade I didn’t do what I almost regretted because I now know that if I had done it, I would be standing on this earth, less a women then I am right now, and it would be all his fault. If I am dead to you, then you are dead to me!!!
Just to prove that I was suppose to have a kick ass night last night: "Aren't you tired of being a martyr? Frankly, you're not even sure what cause all your self-sacrifice has been for. Think about your quality of life for once. It's time to get your sense of self back in balance."
My horescope for July 23, 2006!!
YAY see you in the "tweens"