To Party/To Obey
Damn it, I wanted to go so bad. I was looking forward to it since the plan was first talked about. But my aunt said it wasn't a good idea. Yeah in all honesty in morals it probably was wrong, but right now I'm not interested in what is going to fuck with someone or not, I just wanna have some fun, expecsially before I go back to school. It's not a saftey issue, cause damn I would have been with some EMT's not like I would die! All bcecause one guy likes me and he has a girlfriend. So I was all ready to go have some fun tonight, and I was told I couldn't go. Anybody know how hard it was to hold my tougne after making all my own desicions for the past 4 months? Damn I wanted to argue, but I couldn't. I was raised to hold my tougne, do as I was told, and do it like I mean it. Big disappointment.!!!! Almost thought the guys called off clinicals for tomorrow, so we didn't all have to get up early. (I felt so bad!!) But they where just pulln my leg!!! But damnit I wanted to go soo bad. Now I have to wait till spring break to party with 'em again. Sigh, oh well! We had our fun new years!!
I can't wait till tomorrow morning to go back to Purdue!
Better head to bed, the "tweens" are getting closer, see you all there!!!