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so i'm really surprised to see anyone commented on my journal cuz ya after over a year of not riting i was just surprised. i'm doing a little better but not really i was just in a really bad mood the other night. i'm just overly frustrated becasue i knew the people i was hanging out with after high school were not the best but i just feel rejected by them and thats never fun. things are not all that bad i guess i just wish that i did not have to do everything on my own all the time and i know thats part of growing up but hell i'm not even twenty yet and i have more bills then most people i know and its irritating just to think that right now i have over draft fees in my checking account because i did not have enough for my car payment because i have still yet to get my refund check from school which i was expecting like three months ago. ugh i'll make it through somehow its just not fun... and as much as i expected that i would have hopped to enjoy some of college life... even a little and i dont... i'm just frustrated with it