merry christmas, i could careless.

[xxfallingaway]

you're trying so hard now that i've given up.
im tempted to tell you to stop.
that it's not going to make anything better, ever.
but it's all too flattering for me to say that.
all along i've wanted you to try & when you finally do,
im sitting here asking myself 'what the hell?'
does it scare you to think that i dont care anymore?
does it scare you to think that i've moved on?
does it scare you think that i really, really have learned the hard way?
i put walls up the first time, you broke them down, i thought you cared.
i clearly was mistaken.
i don't know what i want from you anymore.
merry christmas, i could careless.