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Aug 16, 2005 12:02



 Good morning all.

Well the last few days have been spent lazing infront of the computer yet again. I'm planning on going out with Leah later on today, so after this I better go get ready. Hmm.. on Friday I was out with Shawnee,
Nick, Josh, Shaun (I think you spell it like that) and Mark. It was pretty fun, I went off on a walk with Nick for an hour and a half though. It didn't seem that long, probably like 10 minutes. He is so easy to talk to, and for the first ever time in a relationship I haven't been nervous about talking to them. Normally, I go all shy and don't talk. That is not me at all. But I was myself and he liked it. I was cheeky. I said he sounded like a grandma, having a mess on. And that just made him like me even more! :) Then we sat on this hill and it was obvious we both wanted to kiss but didn't want to make the first move. We even talked about it - something I wouldn't of even dream of talking to my boyfriend about. I thought it'd make me sound desperate and stupid. But with Nick it was all good. Then we finally kissed and the first thing he said was, you are a good kisser. Haha, that was reassuring. I've talked to Nick about our future, he even said if we were still together at 18, he'd definatley propose. That did scare me. I don't want to get married at 18, i'd get engaged but not married. I told Nick this and he said whatever was best for me. I can tell he really likes me and cares for me. :) I'm lucky for once, well its to early to say if we'll last. I'll keep you up to date. I may be seeing him and Josh this afternoon when I see Leah. They've gone fishing - GOD wish me luck! They'll smell awful I guess lol...

Cya later and Please comment if you love me (as a friend) :P..x
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