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i am so fucking pissed right now. i really cannot stop bawling my eyes out. my parents really fucking suck sometimes. they never help me out w. anything financially.. whatever thats fine. BUT alot of people get helped out when they get their first car. most people i know anyway. my parents COULD help me out... or they could at least not put me in a position where there is no possible way for me to save up for a car ... the only way i can afford a car and insurance is if i have absolutely no spending money at all for like two years. i cant do it.. im sorry. its just not possible. i dont give a fuck what you say. SO they dont even ask me if i have to work today because.. THEY JUST DONT GIVE A FUCK. i am so sick of this bullshit. i am so sick of having to depend on people for rides. i am almost 22 and i have never had my own car. I WANT TO FUCKINIG HURT SOMEONE. i am so fuckin mad right now. how many times do i have to be forgotten in my life. it just pisses me off that they dont think to even ask me... they just dont even CONSIDER me. FUCK THEM. FUCK THIS. FUCK FUCK FUCK. i am so fucking pissed i dont even know what to do. my rage is boiling through my blood right now.