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Yesterday was Kate's recital. I saw all of her dances and everything (they were in the first half), but for the second half i was sick in the bathroom. It sucked so much!! The bathrooms at Stonington High School are soooo gross! Then i didnt get to go to Friendly's with them afterwords =\.
Today im not doing anything because im still sick but im going to school tomorrow.
I still think Wendy is lying about the whole comment thing. I told Kate her story and she made a huge point.
Summer story: last year during the summer Kate was fighting with Wendy online and then Wendy said that it was her sister.
This story: There was a comment in my journal from Wendy's computer but later she said her sister did it.
Forming a pattern? She cant blame everything on her sister. So i dont believe her but im not going to hold something against her.. i just dont know if i can trust all that well anymore.
Well.. im out. Later.
HAPPY B-DAY CASH DOGG!!!! ♥♥♥♥♥♥
edit: What is your name?:Sammie Gillan Are you named after anyone?:nope What's your screename?:msn: xgcbabyx aol: xxheart ache LJ: xxfake_smile Would you name a child of yours after you?:no If you were born a member of the opposite sex what would your name be?:they knew i was going to be a girl If you could switch names with a friend who would it be?:Taryn Are there any mispronounciations/typos that ppl do w/ your name constantly?:with my last name, they spell it Gillen or Gillin Would you drop your last name if you became famous?:no BasicsYour gender::Female Straight/Gay/Bi::Straight Single?:yes If not, do you want to be?:.. Birthdate::may 18th Your age::14 Age you act::one person online thought i was over 20 Age you wish you were::22 Your height::5'4"' Eye color::green Happy with it?:i guess.. i like brown eyes better Hair color::light brown Happy with it?:not at all Lefty/righty/ambidextrous::righty Your living arrangement::with my parents and sister in a house Your family::my mom, dad, sister, me.. my brother lives in Florida Have any pets?:cat, two hampsters, a few fish, a turtle Whats your job?:student Piercings?:my ears Tattoos?:i wish Obsessions?:Music, Joel Madden, Squirrels Addictions?:GC Do you speak another language?:Italian Have a favorite quote?:im too lazy to go find it but it's a quote by Joel Madden about music.. you might know it Do you have a webpage?:nope Deep Thoughts About Life and You in itDo you live in the moment?:sometimes Do you consider yourself tolerant of others?:yeah Do you have any secrets?:tons Do you hate yourself?:yes Do you like your handwriting?:sometimes Do you have any bad habits?:yeah What is the compliment you get from most people?:"I like your shirt." ..it's usually a band T If a movie was made about your life, what would it be called?:Motivate Me What's your biggest fear?:never seeing minky again and losing everything on my computer.. wew Can you sing?:cant everyone? can i sing good... no Do you ever pretend to be someone else just to look cool?:*raises eyebrow* no Are you a loner?:not usually What are your #1 priorities in life?:go to DC, get a Cadillac Convertable, bring Minky back, go to Warped Tour, go to the HF Festival.. yeah.. If you were another person, would you be friends with you?:uh... i dont know? Are you a daredevil?:sometimes Is there anything you fear or hate about yourself?:a lot Are you passive or agressive?:neither? Do you have a journal?:yep What is your greatest strength and weakness?:strength: i can have tons of shit going on in my life and easily cover it up... weakness: emotions jamming together If you could change one thing about yourself, what would it be?:i want to be more outgoing Do you think you are emotionally strong?:very Is there anything you regret doing/not doing in life?:i regret every having this HUGE fight with Minky last year.. it screwed a lot up Do you think life has been good so far?:no What is the most important lesson you've learned from life?:appreciate what you have and treasure it because it could be gone one day What do you like the most about your body?:im not sure And least?:almost everything.. damn i need more self confidence Do you think you are good looking?:i have good days sometimes but usually i dont try so no Are you confident?:in a lot of things but not all What is the fictional character you are most like?:im not sure Are you perceived wrongly?:yeah Do You...Smoke?:no Do drugs?:no Read the newspaper?:no Pray?:yeah Go to church?:no Talk to strangers who IM you?:sometimes Sleep with stuffed animals?:sometimes Take walks in the rain?:i love the rain Talk to people even though you hate them?:yeah Drive?:no Like to drive fast?:yeah Would or Have You Ever?Liked your voice?:no Hurt yourself?:yeah Been out of the country?:no but i want to Eaten something that made other people sick?:yeah Been in love?:i think so Done drugs?:no Gone skinny dipping?:i want to Had a medical emergency?:no Had surgery?:no Ran away from home?:yeah Played strip poker?:no Gotten beaten up?:yeah Beaten someone up?:yeah Been picked on?:yeah Been on stage?:yeah Slept outdoors?:yeah Thought about suicide?:yeah Pulled an all nighter?:yeah If yes, what is your record?:2 nights Gone one day without food?:yeah Talked on the phone all night?:yeah Slept together with the opposite sex w/o actually having sex?:yeah Slept all day?:no Killed someone?:no Made out with a stranger?:no Had sex with a stranger?:no Thought you're going crazy?:yeah Kissed the same sex?:on the cheek Done anything sexual with the same sex?:no Been betrayed?:yes Had a dream that came true?:O.o.. yeah Broken the law?:yeah Met a famous person?:yeah Have you ever killed an animal by accident?:do bugs count? On purpose?:if bugs count Told a secret you swore you wouldn't tell?:maybe once Stolen anything?:yeah Been on radio/tv?:yeah Been in a mosh-pit?:ive walked through one Had a nervous breakdown?:yeah Bungee jumped?:no Had a dream that kept coming back?:yeah BeliefsBelive in life on other planets?:maybe not on other planets but somewhere up there Miracles?:yeah Astrology?:sometimes Magic?:matter what kind God?:yeah Satan?:yeah Santa?:you mean he isnt real? Ghosts?:yeah Luck?:chance Love at first sight?:yeah Yin and yang (that good cant exist w/o bad)?:yeah Witches?:there are such thing just not the kind that fly around Easter bunny?:ass hole you know he's real. Believe its possible to remain faithful forever?:yeah Believe theres a pot of gold at the end of a rainbow?:no Do you wish on stars?:yeah Deep Theological QuestionsDo you believe in the traditional view of Heaven and Hell?:what's the traditional view? Do you think God has a gender?:well he got Mary pregnant so he's a guy in my world Do you believe in organized religion?:uh.. Where do you think we go when we die?:i think we're reincanated(wow i suck) until god think we have good enough Karma FriendsDo you have any gay/lesbian friends?:yeah Who is your best friend?:Minky + Kate Who's the one person that knows most about you?:Kate + Minky What's the best advice that anyone has ever given to you?:i dont know Your favourite inside joke?:there's too many Thing you're picked on most about?:that im a 'goth' and a loser (well my sister thinks im a loser) Who's your longest known friend?:Kate Newest?:Lilly Shyest?:probably me if i were my friend Funniest?:Minky byfar Sweetest?:Kate Closest?:Minky + Kate Weirdest?:most of us Smartest?:Kate Ditziest?:Kate Friends you miss being close to the most?:Tyler Last person you talked to online?:Kate Who do you talk to most online?:Minky Who are you on the phone with most?:Kate Who do you trust most?:Minky Who listens to your problems?:Minky.. and she doesnt even get tired of it.. *tear* i love you man! Who do you fight most with?:Tyler Who's the nicest?:we all have our mean and nice days Who's the most outgoing?:Minky Who's the best singer?:Wendy.. Minky maybe Who's on your shit-list?:a lot of popular bitches and some other people Have you ever thought of having sex with a friend?:O_o no Who's your second family?:Kate and Minky Do you always feel understood?:by Minky.. yes.. by anyone else.. sometimes Who's the loudest friend?:Minky O_O Do you trust others easily?:no Who's house were you last at?:Kate's Name one person who's arms you feel safe in::in a friend kind of way.. most of my friends Do your friends know you?:no we're paid to talk to each other Friend that lives farthest away::Minky (florida *tear*) Love and All ThatDo you consider love a mistake?:no What do you find romantic?:chocolates Turn-on?:funny, good-looking, sweet, innocent, shy Turn-off?:mean, obnoxious, immature First kiss?:nope If someone u had no interest in had interest in dating u how would u feel?:i'd probably give them a chance Do you prefer knowing someone before dating them or going:yeah Have u ever wished it was more socially acceptable 4 a girl 2 ask a guy out:yeah Have you ever been romantically attracted to someone physically unattractiv:yeah Do you think the opposite sex finds you good looking?:some people think im hot but we didnt know each other What is best about the opposite sex?:they have the funniest and cutest laughs What is the worst thing about the opposite sex?:all of them are dicks What's the last present someone gave you?:i cant remember Are you in love?:no Do you consider your significant other hot?:yeah Who Was the Last Person...That haunted you?:Joel.. okay most people dont understand that You wanted to kill?:Gabby That you laughed at?:Minky That laughed at you?:Kate That turned you on?:awwe baby.. uh.. i dont know? You went shopping with?:my father That broke your heart?:=\.. To disappoint you?:Wendy To ask you out?:this Matt kid.. aka Chicken Boy To make you cry?:my sister To brighten up your day?:Minky.. like always That you thought about?:Joel You saw a movie with?:Kate You talked to on the phone?:Minky You talked to through IM/ICQ?:Kate You saw?:Kate, Madeline, Jenna You lost?:well she moved.. Minky.. she didnt die Right This Moment...Are you going out?:nope Will it be with your significant other?:awwe baby.. no Or some random person?:dude.. im not going out! What are you wearing right now?:pj's Body part you're touching right now::my foot and ass.. im sitting on my foot What are you worried about right now?:nothing What book are you reading?:nothing What's on your mousepad?:a dog Use 5 words to describe how you're feeling::achy, bored, wanting, sleepy Are you bored?:yep Are you tired?:kind of Are you talking to anyone online?:sort of.. i think they died *checks* they're away Are you talking to anyone on the phone?:nope Are you lonely or content?:lonely Are you listening to music?:oops i just noticed my music stopped 30 min. ago.. it was GC
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Today im not doing anything because im still sick but im going to school tomorrow.
I still think Wendy is lying about the whole comment thing. I told Kate her story and she made a huge point.
Summer story: last year during the summer Kate was fighting with Wendy online and then Wendy said that it was her sister.
This story: There was a comment in my journal from Wendy's computer but later she said her sister did it.
Forming a pattern? She cant blame everything on her sister. So i dont believe her but im not going to hold something against her.. i just dont know if i can trust all that well anymore.
Well.. im out. Later.
HAPPY B-DAY CASH DOGG!!!! ♥♥♥♥♥♥
edit: What is your name?:Sammie Gillan Are you named after anyone?:nope What's your screename?:msn: xgcbabyx aol: xxheart ache LJ: xxfake_smile Would you name a child of yours after you?:no If you were born a member of the opposite sex what would your name be?:they knew i was going to be a girl If you could switch names with a friend who would it be?:Taryn Are there any mispronounciations/typos that ppl do w/ your name constantly?:with my last name, they spell it Gillen or Gillin Would you drop your last name if you became famous?:no BasicsYour gender::Female Straight/Gay/Bi::Straight Single?:yes If not, do you want to be?:.. Birthdate::may 18th Your age::14 Age you act::one person online thought i was over 20 Age you wish you were::22 Your height::5'4"' Eye color::green Happy with it?:i guess.. i like brown eyes better Hair color::light brown Happy with it?:not at all Lefty/righty/ambidextrous::righty Your living arrangement::with my parents and sister in a house Your family::my mom, dad, sister, me.. my brother lives in Florida Have any pets?:cat, two hampsters, a few fish, a turtle Whats your job?:student Piercings?:my ears Tattoos?:i wish Obsessions?:Music, Joel Madden, Squirrels Addictions?:GC Do you speak another language?:Italian Have a favorite quote?:im too lazy to go find it but it's a quote by Joel Madden about music.. you might know it Do you have a webpage?:nope Deep Thoughts About Life and You in itDo you live in the moment?:sometimes Do you consider yourself tolerant of others?:yeah Do you have any secrets?:tons Do you hate yourself?:yes Do you like your handwriting?:sometimes Do you have any bad habits?:yeah What is the compliment you get from most people?:"I like your shirt." ..it's usually a band T If a movie was made about your life, what would it be called?:Motivate Me What's your biggest fear?:never seeing minky again and losing everything on my computer.. wew Can you sing?:cant everyone? can i sing good... no Do you ever pretend to be someone else just to look cool?:*raises eyebrow* no Are you a loner?:not usually What are your #1 priorities in life?:go to DC, get a Cadillac Convertable, bring Minky back, go to Warped Tour, go to the HF Festival.. yeah.. If you were another person, would you be friends with you?:uh... i dont know? Are you a daredevil?:sometimes Is there anything you fear or hate about yourself?:a lot Are you passive or agressive?:neither? Do you have a journal?:yep What is your greatest strength and weakness?:strength: i can have tons of shit going on in my life and easily cover it up... weakness: emotions jamming together If you could change one thing about yourself, what would it be?:i want to be more outgoing Do you think you are emotionally strong?:very Is there anything you regret doing/not doing in life?:i regret every having this HUGE fight with Minky last year.. it screwed a lot up Do you think life has been good so far?:no What is the most important lesson you've learned from life?:appreciate what you have and treasure it because it could be gone one day What do you like the most about your body?:im not sure And least?:almost everything.. damn i need more self confidence Do you think you are good looking?:i have good days sometimes but usually i dont try so no Are you confident?:in a lot of things but not all What is the fictional character you are most like?:im not sure Are you perceived wrongly?:yeah Do You...Smoke?:no Do drugs?:no Read the newspaper?:no Pray?:yeah Go to church?:no Talk to strangers who IM you?:sometimes Sleep with stuffed animals?:sometimes Take walks in the rain?:i love the rain Talk to people even though you hate them?:yeah Drive?:no Like to drive fast?:yeah Would or Have You Ever?Liked your voice?:no Hurt yourself?:yeah Been out of the country?:no but i want to Eaten something that made other people sick?:yeah Been in love?:i think so Done drugs?:no Gone skinny dipping?:i want to Had a medical emergency?:no Had surgery?:no Ran away from home?:yeah Played strip poker?:no Gotten beaten up?:yeah Beaten someone up?:yeah Been picked on?:yeah Been on stage?:yeah Slept outdoors?:yeah Thought about suicide?:yeah Pulled an all nighter?:yeah If yes, what is your record?:2 nights Gone one day without food?:yeah Talked on the phone all night?:yeah Slept together with the opposite sex w/o actually having sex?:yeah Slept all day?:no Killed someone?:no Made out with a stranger?:no Had sex with a stranger?:no Thought you're going crazy?:yeah Kissed the same sex?:on the cheek Done anything sexual with the same sex?:no Been betrayed?:yes Had a dream that came true?:O.o.. yeah Broken the law?:yeah Met a famous person?:yeah Have you ever killed an animal by accident?:do bugs count? On purpose?:if bugs count Told a secret you swore you wouldn't tell?:maybe once Stolen anything?:yeah Been on radio/tv?:yeah Been in a mosh-pit?:ive walked through one Had a nervous breakdown?:yeah Bungee jumped?:no Had a dream that kept coming back?:yeah BeliefsBelive in life on other planets?:maybe not on other planets but somewhere up there Miracles?:yeah Astrology?:sometimes Magic?:matter what kind God?:yeah Satan?:yeah Santa?:you mean he isnt real? Ghosts?:yeah Luck?:chance Love at first sight?:yeah Yin and yang (that good cant exist w/o bad)?:yeah Witches?:there are such thing just not the kind that fly around Easter bunny?:ass hole you know he's real. Believe its possible to remain faithful forever?:yeah Believe theres a pot of gold at the end of a rainbow?:no Do you wish on stars?:yeah Deep Theological QuestionsDo you believe in the traditional view of Heaven and Hell?:what's the traditional view? Do you think God has a gender?:well he got Mary pregnant so he's a guy in my world Do you believe in organized religion?:uh.. Where do you think we go when we die?:i think we're reincanated(wow i suck) until god think we have good enough Karma FriendsDo you have any gay/lesbian friends?:yeah Who is your best friend?:Minky + Kate Who's the one person that knows most about you?:Kate + Minky What's the best advice that anyone has ever given to you?:i dont know Your favourite inside joke?:there's too many Thing you're picked on most about?:that im a 'goth' and a loser (well my sister thinks im a loser) Who's your longest known friend?:Kate Newest?:Lilly Shyest?:probably me if i were my friend Funniest?:Minky byfar Sweetest?:Kate Closest?:Minky + Kate Weirdest?:most of us Smartest?:Kate Ditziest?:Kate Friends you miss being close to the most?:Tyler Last person you talked to online?:Kate Who do you talk to most online?:Minky Who are you on the phone with most?:Kate Who do you trust most?:Minky Who listens to your problems?:Minky.. and she doesnt even get tired of it.. *tear* i love you man! Who do you fight most with?:Tyler Who's the nicest?:we all have our mean and nice days Who's the most outgoing?:Minky Who's the best singer?:Wendy.. Minky maybe Who's on your shit-list?:a lot of popular bitches and some other people Have you ever thought of having sex with a friend?:O_o no Who's your second family?:Kate and Minky Do you always feel understood?:by Minky.. yes.. by anyone else.. sometimes Who's the loudest friend?:Minky O_O Do you trust others easily?:no Who's house were you last at?:Kate's Name one person who's arms you feel safe in::in a friend kind of way.. most of my friends Do your friends know you?:no we're paid to talk to each other Friend that lives farthest away::Minky (florida *tear*) Love and All ThatDo you consider love a mistake?:no What do you find romantic?:chocolates Turn-on?:funny, good-looking, sweet, innocent, shy Turn-off?:mean, obnoxious, immature First kiss?:nope If someone u had no interest in had interest in dating u how would u feel?:i'd probably give them a chance Do you prefer knowing someone before dating them or going:yeah Have u ever wished it was more socially acceptable 4 a girl 2 ask a guy out:yeah Have you ever been romantically attracted to someone physically unattractiv:yeah Do you think the opposite sex finds you good looking?:some people think im hot but we didnt know each other What is best about the opposite sex?:they have the funniest and cutest laughs What is the worst thing about the opposite sex?:all of them are dicks What's the last present someone gave you?:i cant remember Are you in love?:no Do you consider your significant other hot?:yeah Who Was the Last Person...That haunted you?:Joel.. okay most people dont understand that You wanted to kill?:Gabby That you laughed at?:Minky That laughed at you?:Kate That turned you on?:awwe baby.. uh.. i dont know? You went shopping with?:my father That broke your heart?:=\.. To disappoint you?:Wendy To ask you out?:this Matt kid.. aka Chicken Boy To make you cry?:my sister To brighten up your day?:Minky.. like always That you thought about?:Joel You saw a movie with?:Kate You talked to on the phone?:Minky You talked to through IM/ICQ?:Kate You saw?:Kate, Madeline, Jenna You lost?:well she moved.. Minky.. she didnt die Right This Moment...Are you going out?:nope Will it be with your significant other?:awwe baby.. no Or some random person?:dude.. im not going out! What are you wearing right now?:pj's Body part you're touching right now::my foot and ass.. im sitting on my foot What are you worried about right now?:nothing What book are you reading?:nothing What's on your mousepad?:a dog Use 5 words to describe how you're feeling::achy, bored, wanting, sleepy Are you bored?:yep Are you tired?:kind of Are you talking to anyone online?:sort of.. i think they died *checks* they're away Are you talking to anyone on the phone?:nope Are you lonely or content?:lonely Are you listening to music?:oops i just noticed my music stopped 30 min. ago.. it was GC
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