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wow i dont even remember the last time i've used this thing. so much has happened in my life in the past 6 months then ever before. seriously. i've met some pretty crazy people, people who are truly addicted to drugs, bad drugs. I've gotten chased around lorain by a psychobitch banging on windows. (long story) I've watched another person very dear to me move away. All I have left here is my buddy john. Me and John Harder have created a unique relationship. We've talked before, i mean we've been friends since freshman year, but we've both grown up so much and we both agree on the same shit. He's just awesome. My mom was rushed to the hospital in an ambulance about 2 months ago, the paramedics thought she was having a heart attack. turns out it wasnt anything that serious, but she gave us all a scare. I've been spending ALOT of time away from home. to much time in fact. I met a guy through matt perez. good 'ol matt. lol well this guy of mine ended up moving and i still see him once in a while, but he was really cool. life is pretty depressing really. I've gotten wasted to many nights to count. I've seen a lot of scary shit that has changed my whole out look on people and life. I've realized EVERYONE is a liar and they cant say they arent. its just another lie. you cannot trust anyone in this world. not even yourself. someday you're gonna question yourself like man, did i really do that. did i really say that. just wait. school is seriously insaaaaane. i dont know how much more i can take and i'm just starting my second sememster. wtf!!! im moving to toledo in august. getting an apartment, it should be pretty cool but kinda scary at the same time. i'm getting another job because i have to save up for a couple's months rent. so im gonna have 2 jobs and school. a lot to handle. but thats me right now!