ventalation

Mar 07, 2006 14:05

woah its been a long time and i NEEEED to vent.

first we're reallllly short at work lately b/c people suck and jen's freakin going to florida so im gonna be so bored. but we're getting new people..so...sweet.
second high school needs to be OVER. FRICKEN HATE IT! i used to love school and seeing my friends all the time, but lately i wake up and think, FUCK I HAVE TO DO THIS AGAIN! by the end of senior year you're just at war with everyone and its that time to go. i have blue balls the size of donald trump's receeding hairline, and trust me thats big.
third im SO SICK of hearing about shit at school, about my friends, about me, about things i do, about things WE do, about everything. seriously everyone needs to stay out of people's business and keep my name out of their mouth. fuckingshitdamnit.
prime example: PROM! Yeah i haven't decided if I'm going or not, if i dont get a HOT date fuck that. im not going to prom my senior year with someone ugly or someone i dont even like. ummmm can you say lame. i dont care how shallow that sounds. basically dont talk about me going or not going in this case. worry about your own date.
what number am i on..umm ok ok four...college...nj is not going to work out. at least not yet. when i went up there to visit they told me i need to change my major bc i wanna be a medical examiner not so much as work with criminal justice or forensics, so i need to major in biology or criminal science or something along those lines, so i see no point in going all the way to nj to study criminal justice when i dont even need to major in it anymore. that was the only reason i was going to go there b/c they had such a good program, but now im back to square one. my mom doesnt wanna me to go to a big college b/c she thinks im going to party all the time and drop out. I guess i've given her no reason to think different but i realize college is different then high school and i need to do good and study and blah blah blah. but i cant go to a small college, i'll be so bored with the same people and places all the time. i dunno. i just need to decide quickly.

i thought i had more but i guess not. tune in next month for some more complaining.
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