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I fucking hate everyone and i can honestly say that without exceptions, except for maybe one or two
Im so fed up with my so called "friends" and how im treated and all that other shit. I really dont fucking care anymore. Call me a whatever you want. You can think im some kind of depressed, i need attention bitch if thats what i want. I dont fucking care what anyone thinks. Cause i dont need attention, i dont want attention. I wanna have a good life, but thats not ganna happen.
And i no i promised somethings but im not sure if those fucked up promises are ganna be fucking kept!
Im sorry!
*And i PrOmIse, this is the L.A.S.T time you will ever have to watch me sufer*the last time you will have to watch the blood spill from my wrists*the last time i bring a knife to my throat*the last time i cry because of you*the last time you ever see my ALIVE*and all of this, because i love you*
**these knives play my wrists,
like fingers to a keyboard.
It bleeds black and white.
No color in my life,
no meaning to live.
A dull, silver blade,
wishes to help me breath the posined air.
The flowing red liquad that keeps my alive,
is the same agonizing substance that helps me to die.
And with one last engorge of oxygen,
i spill my love for you.
Its written in my blood by my thoughts of you.
The paine you passed to me, by the kisses that ment so much.
Gave me thoughts of life;
Living it to the fullest was a piece of fake evidence.
A chip of broken glass,
Lay in the center of my heart.
Who knew love could end in a simple kiss of suicide...
Im sick of feeling this way for someone who doesnt even care
i can honestly say im one those fucked up people that god wasted his time on!
Im so fed up with my so called "friends" and how im treated and all that other shit. I really dont fucking care anymore. Call me a whatever you want. You can think im some kind of depressed, i need attention bitch if thats what i want. I dont fucking care what anyone thinks. Cause i dont need attention, i dont want attention. I wanna have a good life, but thats not ganna happen.
And i no i promised somethings but im not sure if those fucked up promises are ganna be fucking kept!
Im sorry!
*And i PrOmIse, this is the L.A.S.T time you will ever have to watch me sufer*the last time you will have to watch the blood spill from my wrists*the last time i bring a knife to my throat*the last time i cry because of you*the last time you ever see my ALIVE*and all of this, because i love you*
**these knives play my wrists,
like fingers to a keyboard.
It bleeds black and white.
No color in my life,
no meaning to live.
A dull, silver blade,
wishes to help me breath the posined air.
The flowing red liquad that keeps my alive,
is the same agonizing substance that helps me to die.
And with one last engorge of oxygen,
i spill my love for you.
Its written in my blood by my thoughts of you.
The paine you passed to me, by the kisses that ment so much.
Gave me thoughts of life;
Living it to the fullest was a piece of fake evidence.
A chip of broken glass,
Lay in the center of my heart.
Who knew love could end in a simple kiss of suicide...
Im sick of feeling this way for someone who doesnt even care
i can honestly say im one those fucked up people that god wasted his time on!