Sep 06, 2005 19:01
so i've realized...
that i don't have many true friends. or at least i'm not treated like my other friends are.
majority of my friends get 40 balloons on their birthday while i got nine. they got kidnapped while i went to school alone. on octbober sixteenth i'm hoping to have something fun happen this year.
they make plans with a group that we're all good friends with eachother and don't invite me to come along.
is it just me or is every other away message "with so and so!.. I LOVE _____ AND WE'RE HANGING OUT"... etc etc everyday after school and on the weekends. i haven't spent the night at someone's house in a long time. and a couple days ago was the first day in a long time that one of my good friends actually invited me to come hang out with them.
it's like fourth grade all over again.
excuse me for my whining. <3