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It's been awhile and no one even reads this any more so I won't bother to make it private.. bleh.
My personal life has been so amazing. I am incredibly happy and have found the man of my dreams whom I will spend the rest of my life with. A few weeks ago my mother pulled Tim aside when we were both at her house and gave him her wedding ring and told him he could give it to me in any way he wanted to, whether it were a promise ring or engagement ring. I got it as a promise ring, which I am very happy with. He wants our engagement ring to be "our" ring, which I find very sweet. So my life is wonderful, thanks to him. Not saying I need a guy to be happy but he is my world now and I love him so much, I dunno what I'd do without him.
On to not so happy news though, Gordy is of course in troube again. I won't go into major detail because there's no need for it. All I'm going to say is that my heart is broken... I love my little brother so much and I hate to see him making these stupid choices over and over again. No matter what he does or how many stupid decisions he makes thought, I can promise that I will ALWAYS be there fore him, be it a place to stay, a person to listen to, or a heart to speak to him. But all that I can do now is hope and pray that somehow, someway, this time will be different :(
Everything is great with the rest of my family though. I mean.. we are all hurting due to Gordy's recent jailing... but otherwise we are all doing so well.
I will NEVER give up hope. I think no matter how bad someone may seem or how bad they have been, they are always able to turn it around if they TRULY want to. I have faith in Gordy. One day he'll be fine and have a great life....
I shoot for the moon but I'm too busy gazing at stars <3
My personal life has been so amazing. I am incredibly happy and have found the man of my dreams whom I will spend the rest of my life with. A few weeks ago my mother pulled Tim aside when we were both at her house and gave him her wedding ring and told him he could give it to me in any way he wanted to, whether it were a promise ring or engagement ring. I got it as a promise ring, which I am very happy with. He wants our engagement ring to be "our" ring, which I find very sweet. So my life is wonderful, thanks to him. Not saying I need a guy to be happy but he is my world now and I love him so much, I dunno what I'd do without him.
On to not so happy news though, Gordy is of course in troube again. I won't go into major detail because there's no need for it. All I'm going to say is that my heart is broken... I love my little brother so much and I hate to see him making these stupid choices over and over again. No matter what he does or how many stupid decisions he makes thought, I can promise that I will ALWAYS be there fore him, be it a place to stay, a person to listen to, or a heart to speak to him. But all that I can do now is hope and pray that somehow, someway, this time will be different :(
Everything is great with the rest of my family though. I mean.. we are all hurting due to Gordy's recent jailing... but otherwise we are all doing so well.
I will NEVER give up hope. I think no matter how bad someone may seem or how bad they have been, they are always able to turn it around if they TRULY want to. I have faith in Gordy. One day he'll be fine and have a great life....
I shoot for the moon but I'm too busy gazing at stars <3