Jul 04, 2009 05:15
I'm feeling it comin' over me
With you it all comes naturally
Lost the reflex to resist
And I could get used to this
He's amazing, that's honestly the best way to describe him.... I can't stop thinking about him, no matter how hard I try to.
I know I've liked guys before him and I always say how it's different with them. Well of course it's different with each guy, that's how it always is, it will never feel the same way with everyone.... but the feeling I get with him is on a whole different level. He drives me crazy. I get so nervous around him, I'm not used to that, but I like it.
Also the past couple years I've been under the assumption that I didn't really like to cuddle anymore. I honestly hated cuddling with Brad, I know it sounds mean and I don't want to compare, but I can't help it. With Tom though, I can't get enough of his snuggles, he's so sweet. He holds me in his arms and plays with my hair and it sends butterflies rushing through my stomach.
I'll see him when I get off of work tonight and I can't wait. I can seriously say I haven't been this eager to see a guy in about two years. After we hang out, I am left wanting more and more of him. I can never get enough time with him. I'm scared to get hurt, but I am so willing to risk it.
Ahhh I'm in too deep so soon... he has me, every ounce of me is devoted to this.